various jumbles of poop.
First things first, I went to see rufus last week with a bunch of people. I thoroughly enjoyed myself at the concert. I really like the opening acts, even though there was screaming girls during the one guy. Teitur/teiter/Nefertiti whatever his name was sounded pretty good. I was going to buy his cd, but i'd probably listen to it only once or so, and besides, someone enjoyed the poster that they got so much more. The things that I'll do for a smile. I was in Sarnia on both wednesday and thursday, twice in one week, and I did someone's English homework. Felt weird being in the school library like I was a student again or something. Highlight of the trip, although the home made fish sign was funny as hell, was spending some much needed time with my sweetie. Just the two of us. I really enjoyed breakfast on the thursday morning too. It was quiet, and we talked, we were at ease. There was none of the "when are you going home"? "When will I see you again"? "you know I really miss you".... It was just the two of us being ourselves. Relaxed. Ready to curl up with each other and cuddle in bed all day. That feeling of complete contentment. It was nice. I haven't felt like that in a while.
Friday night (that just passed) I went out to Phog again. I really enjoy that place. I'll have to make sure I stop by there more often. Maybe next chance I get I'll stop by and see if I can do some writing there. Yes, I realize that I NEED to start writing again. I just need a little creative push. It used to be so much fun. Now it feels more like work than anything else.......
Speaking of my favourite place, they make it so damn hard not to feel so damn guilty about things. I got another "don't talk about it or you'll be fired" raise again. They have decided that they are going to give us shift premium now. Too little too late though. Three months ago when I asked for a raise and was told "that I was doing an outstanding job, but they just have no money" would have been the time to do it. No regrets I guess. Things will be better in a month. So much better. All i have to do is figure out where to get a job, a place to live, keep my relationship sane, be a loving boyfriend and figure out how both of us can still go to school in september. Stressed. A wee bit. Nothing that ....getting a job, finding the perfect apartment, winning the lottery etc, can't fix.
Please let me sleep decently today. That's all i ask for. I just want 8 hours of sleeping without hearing the neighbours moving furniture, having sex really loudly (at least if you're going to do it loudly don't fake it.....), or a cat in heat at my door. I can sleep through the school kids coming home at lunch, through my roomies moving around the apt, but the neighbours are killing me.......
So eight hours is all i ask. Uninterrupted. I'll worry about everything else tomorrow.
Friday night (that just passed) I went out to Phog again. I really enjoy that place. I'll have to make sure I stop by there more often. Maybe next chance I get I'll stop by and see if I can do some writing there. Yes, I realize that I NEED to start writing again. I just need a little creative push. It used to be so much fun. Now it feels more like work than anything else.......
Speaking of my favourite place, they make it so damn hard not to feel so damn guilty about things. I got another "don't talk about it or you'll be fired" raise again. They have decided that they are going to give us shift premium now. Too little too late though. Three months ago when I asked for a raise and was told "that I was doing an outstanding job, but they just have no money" would have been the time to do it. No regrets I guess. Things will be better in a month. So much better. All i have to do is figure out where to get a job, a place to live, keep my relationship sane, be a loving boyfriend and figure out how both of us can still go to school in september. Stressed. A wee bit. Nothing that ....getting a job, finding the perfect apartment, winning the lottery etc, can't fix.
Please let me sleep decently today. That's all i ask for. I just want 8 hours of sleeping without hearing the neighbours moving furniture, having sex really loudly (at least if you're going to do it loudly don't fake it.....), or a cat in heat at my door. I can sleep through the school kids coming home at lunch, through my roomies moving around the apt, but the neighbours are killing me.......
So eight hours is all i ask. Uninterrupted. I'll worry about everything else tomorrow.