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My Parents:
My folks always think they know what is best for me. My dad says this, my mom says that. I don't know what to think because it doesn't matter what I want because they tell me "Your only 15, you don't really know whats best for you."
Jeez, I hate my 'rents.
Court:
Court yesterday proved further how unreasonable my parents are. Dad got his way and now a continuance date has been set for 2 weeks from now. The only way he got his way is because he demands to have an attorney, stupid prick, mom's not using an attorney she has prepared all of this stuff by herself. YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME DAD! After the court my parents went to a mediation course to try to agree on a compromise, after 2 hours of waiting they come out of the room. They didn't agree on a darn thing. What morons. Apparently I'm going to have to make a plan of my own and force an agreement on them, because its apparent to me now that I'm not the little kid, they are.
My Hair:
My hair is almost as long as I want it now, its kinda cool to have to move hair out infront of my eyes to see sometimes. Its also not frizzy anymore. Last time when it was getting close to this length it was really bad frizzy. I couldn't stand it so I cut off like 2 inches. Anyway, I'm really starting to like my hair, even though I constantly gripe about it because I'm a little girl...
Catherine:
Okay, I haven't directly mentioned her name and talked about her before this, but since this is my journal and I do what I please most of the time, I will talk about her now. Yeah yeah, I think everyone knows that Catherine and I are "going out" or whatever the heck you want to call it. Jeez, "going out" is a stupid term. We're not going out anywhere. If anything its me figuring out ways of going out of my way to visit her. I just prefer the term together. I mean you can't actually say were dating, because we haven't gone on any dates, unless you look at hanging out at the highschool as an awesome date. No doubt its awesome to be with her there, but in my mind its not a date. Also, in my mind you could turn anything into a date, so whatever. I know, yes, I contradict myself. It would all be so much easier if we were older and went to the same school, but nope nothing is meant to be easy. I'm stuck with the Marlowe curse, anything that can be difficult will bring the most difficulty that it can. I don't fricken care though! You know why, I would do anything for just another second with her. You would all know if you felt the way I do when I put my arm around her and she gives me that glance and beautiful smile and when I can look into her eyes for just a second and notice the relfection of myself. Just knowing that she is smiling at me and that reflection of myself in her eyes is what she is seeing too. That is enough to make me want to make this work. I could go on about how strong willed she is about somethings or how brilliant she is, but it comes down to how caring and loving she is, thats what I love the most. When people say they love the characteristics of a person, well guess what you must love that person as well. I love Catherine!
Training:
Well, how is training going? I'd say its going great. Since, February to now instead of 30 push ups in a row I can do 85. I've always hated push ups, but I realize it doesn't matter how much weight I lift, its only going to work my arms and shoulders. Push ups however work the entire body. So, I've almost entirely stopped using free weights and I'm now just doing push ups, sit ups, and squats. Those seem to be helping the most. I now weigh 163, I weighed 175 at Christmas. I found out that if you quit eating so much you'll lose weight, hehe. Oh yeah, I can flex my pectoral muscles now, I'm not bragging, but I just thought that was always impossible to do. Anyway, I think I need to start running for 30 minutes everyday.
Schooling Dad's Option:
I can stay here at my dad's. Try to finish OHDELA and pass this year. Dad, says if I do this I don't have to try harder in schooling later down the road. It doesn't matter to me how hard it will be, I'm not going to college, I'm going to Butler Tech to train as a firefighter. I honestly couldn't care less wether or not I pass this shitty homeschooling, if I fail its not because I tried. Early on in this program I scrammbled my brains trying to get this program to work for me, but it didn't. So, I have come to the obvious solution of THIS PROGRAM ISN'T FOR ME! Dad says I can return to Edgewood next fall if I do it his way. Guess, what pops why should I trust you, you've ruined the last 8 months of my educational life. I think I'll do things my way for now on.
Schooling Mom's Option:
If I could move in with mom, before this school year ends. I can enroll in Madison and be able to take summer school program. Which would help me enter the 10th grade anyhow, just taking 9th grade courses to catch up on credits. I like this plan because its sensible and it works. It would be much easier than an attempt at completing 5 months of work in 2 months. I swear my dad is retarded or he is Hitler.
The only way I would even consider staying here at my father's is if he let my quit OHDELA and he immediatly enroll me back into Edgewood so I could take summer school courses and move on with my life regulary. No though dad say "your not quiting because your not a quiter, I don't want to see my son fail if he doesn't have to." Guess what pops, if you cared so much you would've sat by my side this entire year and helped me with OHDELA. Then he also brought up the fact that I quit band and wrestling. First of all my saxaphone was a piece of shit and you didn't want to rent or buy another. Secondly, I sucked at wrestling I was a shrimp back then. So, as far as me quiting those things I had good reason, same with this program I'm 5 months behind because this program is faulty and dad didn't help me. So, shove it!
ARGH!
My Parents:
My folks always think they know what is best for me. My dad says this, my mom says that. I don't know what to think because it doesn't matter what I want because they tell me "Your only 15, you don't really know whats best for you."
Jeez, I hate my 'rents.
Court:
Court yesterday proved further how unreasonable my parents are. Dad got his way and now a continuance date has been set for 2 weeks from now. The only way he got his way is because he demands to have an attorney, stupid prick, mom's not using an attorney she has prepared all of this stuff by herself. YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME DAD! After the court my parents went to a mediation course to try to agree on a compromise, after 2 hours of waiting they come out of the room. They didn't agree on a darn thing. What morons. Apparently I'm going to have to make a plan of my own and force an agreement on them, because its apparent to me now that I'm not the little kid, they are.
My Hair:
My hair is almost as long as I want it now, its kinda cool to have to move hair out infront of my eyes to see sometimes. Its also not frizzy anymore. Last time when it was getting close to this length it was really bad frizzy. I couldn't stand it so I cut off like 2 inches. Anyway, I'm really starting to like my hair, even though I constantly gripe about it because I'm a little girl...
Catherine:
Okay, I haven't directly mentioned her name and talked about her before this, but since this is my journal and I do what I please most of the time, I will talk about her now. Yeah yeah, I think everyone knows that Catherine and I are "going out" or whatever the heck you want to call it. Jeez, "going out" is a stupid term. We're not going out anywhere. If anything its me figuring out ways of going out of my way to visit her. I just prefer the term together. I mean you can't actually say were dating, because we haven't gone on any dates, unless you look at hanging out at the highschool as an awesome date. No doubt its awesome to be with her there, but in my mind its not a date. Also, in my mind you could turn anything into a date, so whatever. I know, yes, I contradict myself. It would all be so much easier if we were older and went to the same school, but nope nothing is meant to be easy. I'm stuck with the Marlowe curse, anything that can be difficult will bring the most difficulty that it can. I don't fricken care though! You know why, I would do anything for just another second with her. You would all know if you felt the way I do when I put my arm around her and she gives me that glance and beautiful smile and when I can look into her eyes for just a second and notice the relfection of myself. Just knowing that she is smiling at me and that reflection of myself in her eyes is what she is seeing too. That is enough to make me want to make this work. I could go on about how strong willed she is about somethings or how brilliant she is, but it comes down to how caring and loving she is, thats what I love the most. When people say they love the characteristics of a person, well guess what you must love that person as well. I love Catherine!
Training:
Well, how is training going? I'd say its going great. Since, February to now instead of 30 push ups in a row I can do 85. I've always hated push ups, but I realize it doesn't matter how much weight I lift, its only going to work my arms and shoulders. Push ups however work the entire body. So, I've almost entirely stopped using free weights and I'm now just doing push ups, sit ups, and squats. Those seem to be helping the most. I now weigh 163, I weighed 175 at Christmas. I found out that if you quit eating so much you'll lose weight, hehe. Oh yeah, I can flex my pectoral muscles now, I'm not bragging, but I just thought that was always impossible to do. Anyway, I think I need to start running for 30 minutes everyday.
Schooling Dad's Option:
I can stay here at my dad's. Try to finish OHDELA and pass this year. Dad, says if I do this I don't have to try harder in schooling later down the road. It doesn't matter to me how hard it will be, I'm not going to college, I'm going to Butler Tech to train as a firefighter. I honestly couldn't care less wether or not I pass this shitty homeschooling, if I fail its not because I tried. Early on in this program I scrammbled my brains trying to get this program to work for me, but it didn't. So, I have come to the obvious solution of THIS PROGRAM ISN'T FOR ME! Dad says I can return to Edgewood next fall if I do it his way. Guess, what pops why should I trust you, you've ruined the last 8 months of my educational life. I think I'll do things my way for now on.
Schooling Mom's Option:
If I could move in with mom, before this school year ends. I can enroll in Madison and be able to take summer school program. Which would help me enter the 10th grade anyhow, just taking 9th grade courses to catch up on credits. I like this plan because its sensible and it works. It would be much easier than an attempt at completing 5 months of work in 2 months. I swear my dad is retarded or he is Hitler.
The only way I would even consider staying here at my father's is if he let my quit OHDELA and he immediatly enroll me back into Edgewood so I could take summer school courses and move on with my life regulary. No though dad say "your not quiting because your not a quiter, I don't want to see my son fail if he doesn't have to." Guess what pops, if you cared so much you would've sat by my side this entire year and helped me with OHDELA. Then he also brought up the fact that I quit band and wrestling. First of all my saxaphone was a piece of shit and you didn't want to rent or buy another. Secondly, I sucked at wrestling I was a shrimp back then. So, as far as me quiting those things I had good reason, same with this program I'm 5 months behind because this program is faulty and dad didn't help me. So, shove it!
ARGH!