its Raining February
i kinda lazy lately, i dont know why i so lazy... i dont do my laundy till i dont have something to wear, my dirty plates become a montain, my room messy, i just do nothing. nothing progress in my life, nor my thesis or anythiing...
how its gonna be? almost everyday is raining, i go to work with this lazyness. i cannot find any entuasme again. i had it once and i let go my change... now to restart everything is imposibble.
i just have to finish everything that i start,
how to change my mood? been 23 years old and i'm still a collage student. sometime i think about my life, while i do this meaningless everyday, my friend has step their dynamic life that i dream about. i cannot say that i can't do nothing, i know, i really know what i have to do to make my life better. but its need a great courage and support from my rounds.
i have parent that they never consider in my position, not even once. i'm surrounded by wall that i cant break. how, my life so bored. but i don't know how to escape, and i don't know how to step those stair... and go up