Nov 07, 2004 15:27
I have come to a very important conclution in my life. I am a violent person. Today I was playing soccer. I was in goal and the ball was flying towards me. I elbowed a girl in the head to get the ball. I didn't even say I was sorry. I just...LAUGHED. I laughed as she was getting up. Then I yelled so loud and hard at my team b/c they were playing like shit and I scarred ppl. I was like:
BUILD A FUCKING WALL RIGHT NOW!
jUST GET UR ASSES TOGETHER!
(it was a penalty kick)
IF I TOUCH THE BALL AGAIN
SOME1'S HEAD WILL COME OFF
They just looked at me and got into a line. I didn't even mean to be THAT mad but they were just standing there. The whole game it was shot, after shot, after shot, after shot. I would take 2 steps back and then have to punt it again. Syd, do u remember how pissed I would get on Hanover b/c we sucked? Imagine that times like 5. That's how mad they made me. Every1 was just standing there and the coach was like: O well they can do what they want.
No they CAN'T. Because if they do I get pumbled by fat ass ppl trying to put a little ball into a net. Does that sound fun? I got kicked in the face. It hurt likie a bitch. I got up and acted like nothing happened b/c our team (again) doesn't have ne other goallies. O wait...yes we do...she just didn't feel like going in. Poor Jen. :( *sigh*
This will probably be my last year for soccer. The stress and anger is just too much. I can't handle it all. Not that ne1 cares.
w/e. Quat, I wrote a new ritalinrooftop song. It kinda sux. W/e...I'm calm now. :)
LUV YA ALL!