JunSeung - Secret Admirer
Title: Secret Admirer
Author: ritalinbaby07
Pairing: hint of JunSeung, slight DooSeob
Rating: G
Summary: I know it’s you. So do me a favor, just confess already!
Disclaimer: If I own B2ST, I wouldn’t be sitting here writing this fiction
A/N: Inspired by song from Mocca - Secret Admirer. The song is just too cute, I can’t help but thinking of JunSeung~
Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn
Feels like summer
How come you're always messing up the weather?
Just like you do to me
“Seobie, stop it. You know I don’t believe every bit of it” Hyunseung tried to make his glare to look as scary as possible, like the one Junhyung always give everytime Yoseob becomes too energetic; but either Yoseob was pretending not to see it or only Junhyung’s glare can make him run for his dear life, Hyunseung found Yoseob was really in a make-fun-of-Hyunseng-moment right now.
“Hyung~ I’m telling the truth! This isn’t the first time I caught Junhyung staring at you” somehow Yoseob’s eyes became bigger than Hyunseung had ever seen. Yoseob was practically clinging on him, their bodies were glued together and Yoseob was looking up at him with pouty lips. Hyunseung gulped.
“Okay, I believe you. So, can you let go of me now? I need to get my drink” Hyunseung found it hard to speak, even move; when he can feel a dark aura coming from the corner of their dancing room.
Yoseob tighten his grip on Hyunseung’s left arm. “You don’t believe me”
Hyunseung sighed. “Yoseob, please. We’re going to continue our practice in about 5 minutes, let me get my drink first”
Yoseob’s eyes soften and his grip loosened a bit. “At least tell me how you feel”
Hyunseung threw a glance at where Junhyung was standing. He was playing around with Kikwang and Dongwoon; when Kikwang probably said something stupid again and Junhyung had to smack him playfully in the head. Dongwoon looked like he’s going to shed tears. So, Junhyung definitely wasn’t staring at him.
“Well, I like it when he’s around” he looked at Yoseob, gave him the sweetest smile and Yoseb huffed in frustration.
“You like it when everyone’s around. I’m expecting something like ‘I’m feeling doki-doki when he’s around’ or ‘I don’t know what to do when he talks to me’…you know, something like that”
Hyunseung started to walk towards his beg with Yoseob followed closely behind him.
“That’s too dramatic, Seobie” he grabbed his bottle and drank the water in one gulp.
“I like something dramatic anyway” and Hyunseung had to roll his eyes, thanking silently in his mind when Yoseob started to bounce towards Doojoon.
My silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door
“Hyunseung, wake up” oh the soft voice~ Hyunseung buried his face deeper into the pillow. “Hyunseung, wash your body first before going to bed. You’re all sweaty. It won’t be comfortable later to sleep like that”
“Junnie, stop nagging. And I’m too tired” Hyunseung whined like a little kid, ignoring Junhyung’s attempts to pull him up from the bed.
“Everyone is tired. Now wake up” Junhying pulled Hyunseung by the arm and he wiggled, eyes still closed tightly and Junhyung had to support his back with both arms. “God Hyunseung! You’re not a baby” Junhyung groaned and Hyunseung made some whiny noise.
“I saw Yoseob and Dongwoon sleeping on the couch earlier. Why won’t you wake them up first?” Hyunseung tried to push Junhyung away, trying to balance himself when his feet touched the cold floor. But Junhyung was nowhere near to give up.
“After you’ve done with your shower, I’ll wake them up” he dragged half sleep Hyunseung towards the door.
“Not fair~ you always mean to me” but he was pushed out of the bedroom without mercy and was left in front of the door dumbfounded, staring at Junhyung’s back who was now walking towards the kitchen.
“I’ll make you some milk. That’ll will help you to sleep better” Hyunseung stared and blinked. And blinked again.
“Yahhh!! I’m not a baby!!”
Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying
Hyunseung drank his hot chocolate from his cup; eyes carefully followed every movements of Junhyung. Junhyung in a blue apron, holding a pan with one hand and a spatula in his other hand. Junhyung was making them a breakfast. Then Yoseob strolled into the kitchen, looking like a zombie before flopped himself on the chair next to Hyunseung. He diverted his gaze towards Yoseob who had his head on the table.
“What happened to you?” he placed the cup back on the table; hand reached towards Yoseob and tucked few hairs that fall on his face behind his ear.
“What happened to Junnie exactly” Yoseob sniffed; his eyes were half opened. “It’s finally our day off after 4 months and Junnie woke me up at 6 in the morning today. Can you believe that, hyung?”
Junhyung who heard the mention of his name looked up. “You didn’t take a shower last night. You’re smelly”
“But Doojoon doesn’t mind it” Yoseob hummed and Hyunseung chuckled. He patted Yoseob’s head lovingly.
“Now, don’t mind him. As long as Doojoon is fine with it, you can ignore this nagging umma here” Hyunseung stuck out his tongue towards Junhyung.
“Yeah. Junnie, you should be more considerate. Like, you won’t mind it too if it’s Hyunseung right”
“Oh, I do mind if he’s smelly” Junhyung grinned and Hyunseung suddenly felt the weather had became too hot. He was blushing; face was all red up to his ears.
“Yahh!! I did take a shower last night!”
Junhyung replied with a smile. “Sure you do”
“Don’t mind me. I’m officially dead” and Yoseob closed his eyes, hoping that a dream he had last night about having a picnic with Doojoon to continue.
Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello
Hyunseung exhaled a deep breath, leaning his body against the wall, eyes closed in search of gaining back the energy and suddenly there’s a presence beside him. He didn’t need to open his eyes to know who it was.
“Yoseob, please find your own playground somewhere else. Here isn’t the place”
“Awww hyung~ I came to give you good news. You see, Junhyung is staring at you again…I mean right now. Just open your eyes, see it for yourself” Yoseob’s voice sounded too excited for Hyunseung’s sake.
“I’m not going to do what a child like you told me to do” part of him wanted to know if Yoseob was telling the truth, but the other part of him feeling a bit annoyed for slightly starting to participate in Yoseob’s little game.
“No, hyung, seriously. Right now, before he looks away!” if everyone didn’t know that Yoseob was Doojoon’s playful pet, they probably thought that Yoseob had a crush on Hyunseung.
“Oh, he’s coming! He’s coming!” even with his eyes closed, Hyunseung can still picture what Yoseob looked like at this moment; wide shining eyes, pouty lips, hands flailing and he was bouncing on his feet. Yeah, Yoseob bounced.
“Oh! Oh! He’s here-“
“Hyunseung” that oh so lovely voice. He opened his eyes slowly and Junhyung was standing right in front of him.
“Here” he gave Hyunseung a bottle of water. “I noticed you didn’t drink your water yet. So I thought that maybe you’re too tired to go and get it, so here” Hyunseung’s head was spinning because he just said he noticed. Junhyung just said he noticed. A blush started to creep on Hyunseung’s cheeks. He can feel the hotness in his face and he blamed their dancing practice earlier.
He took the bottle, muttered a low thanks and Junhyung waved his hand before walking away.
“Play time over!” Yoseob shouted. “I need to get back to my Doojoon. Have a good day, hyung” and with that, he disappeared from Hyunseung’s sight.
Dammit, Yoseob! Now Hyunseung can’t get the Yoseob’s Junhyung-is-staring-at-you stupid game out of his head. He blamed Yoseob for being too childish and he blamed their dance routine for being to hard to master. Most of all, he blamed Junhyung for becoming Yoseob’s target of amusement.
And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.
Doojoon and Yoseob were watching some new drama on television. Junhyung was talking with Kikwang; sometimes showing something in his phone and Kikwang fall into a deep thought before he nodded his head a few times. Dongwoon was saying something about wanting Hyunseung to move to make a bit space for him on the couch, but Hyunseung definitely didn’t hear it. Because Hyunseung was too focused on staring at Junhyung, again.
“Hyung” Dongwoon nudged him in the stomach quite hard and this time, Hyunseung turned his head to look at the maknae. “Move a bit, yeah, like that” Hyunseung watched as Dongwoon patted his thigh before dropped his head on Hyunseung’s lap. “Now I can watch this drama with ease” now that Dongwoon won’t disturb him anymore, Hyunseung can continue to watch Junhyung from afar.
And Junhyung was looking at him this time. Their eyes locked. Hyunseung raised his eyebrow and Junhyung smiled. “Do you want to sleep now?”
“What?” he managed to respond even under a caring gaze of Junhyung.
“You look sleepy. Do you want to sleep now?”
Oh! “I-“
“It’s okay, hyung. You can go and sleep now. No need to wait for us. We’re watching this till the end” and Hyunseung had to hold the urge to kick the maknae. Of course I concern about you finishing this drama. You’re using me as your pillow.
“Do you need the milk? To help you sleep better?”
Hyunseung stood up abruptly, sending Dongwoon right to the floor with a loud thud. “No!! I will sleep when I want to sleep!” he sent Jungyung his last glare before stormed off into his room, leaving a very clueless DooSeob couple in the living room.
“Milk can help you to sleep better? Really?” Kikwang finally spoke up after a good five minutes of silence since Hyunseung slammed his door. And Junhyung for the first time considered of using the ‘nagging umma’ title to the fullest.
My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so
The whole week was stressful enough for Hyunseung. He couldn’t catch up with Yoseob’s little game and was too caught up in his own thought that Junhyung was really staring at him. He sighed heavily, eyes gazing in boredom on the television in front of him.
Then Junhyung walked out of the room, stopped suddenly when he noticed Hyunseung in the living room and he spun around, changing his direction towards the latter which now was so busy flipping channel after channel on television, clearly wasn’t interested in watching them.
“I thought you were out with Doojoon” Hyunseung jolted in surprise. He accidently dropped the remote to the floor and practically shrieked. “Oh, sorry!” Junhyung stepped away with a sheepish smile on his face. Hyunseung shook his head, half embarrass.
“Plan cancelled. I thought I’ll just stay at home. Plus, I couldn’t keep up with Yoseob’s enthusiasm” he grinned and Junhyung nodded his head.
“Well, good for you. Time like this won’t come every often. You need all the rest before tiring yourself out again for only God knows how long” Junhyung turned around, ready to leave Hyunseung in the living room to get his Coke in the fridge when Hyunseung called his name.
“What is it?”
“Junhyung, why would you care?” Hyunseung was looking up at him with those beautiful doe eyes and Junhyung felt like melting. How can he answer it under that kind of gaze?
“Well” he hesitated for a moment and scratched the back of his head. “Wouldn’t you?”
Hyunseung shrugged. “I don’t know. I mean, if it was Yoseob, would you care?”
And this time, Junhyung walked away for good. “Nahh~ Yoseob has his own master for that. I would rather to take care of my own pet”
Hyunseung threw a pillow into Junhyung direction although Junhyung already disappeared into the kitchen. “Pabo Junnie” and he can’t help but blushing at the statement. Maybe feeling a little bit happy too.
~ END ~