Why I drive so much
Today I went to school, talked to stephanine, this cool girl from georgia that spotted my southern accent and we chat during bus2. then I came home.
Damn did I ever feel fucking depressed, I don't know why I just felt like hell.
So what did I do?
What Luke always does when Luke is feeling down.
a canyon run.
I do canyon runs all the time but for some reason this one was more ballsy that my normal "I feel dead, I want something to make me feel alive" run.
I tried to type the events of today but they didnt come out right I guess I just can't explain the rush I get from roaring through the mountians. It's great. when i can figure out how to put everything into the right words to explain the feeling i get from darting though the mountains at speeds of 80-120mph is amazing it makes me feel alive. stabing in the clutch using the ball of my foot to nudge the brake while using my heal to blip the throttle to rev match for a silky smooth downshift then darting through the apex of a turn is amazing. It's a rush.
I drive my best when it's only me in the car, that way in the event of a crash its only me that gets hurt and Im fine with that. I just don't want anyone else to get hurt because of some mistake or patch of dirt.
I think back to the way I drove last year and laugh.
I look at how I drive now and just smile.
I wrote that before work, my little high has gone away and Im as confused and as frusterated as I was earlier....um another canyon run, I think so.
Damn did I ever feel fucking depressed, I don't know why I just felt like hell.
So what did I do?
What Luke always does when Luke is feeling down.
a canyon run.
I do canyon runs all the time but for some reason this one was more ballsy that my normal "I feel dead, I want something to make me feel alive" run.
I tried to type the events of today but they didnt come out right I guess I just can't explain the rush I get from roaring through the mountians. It's great. when i can figure out how to put everything into the right words to explain the feeling i get from darting though the mountains at speeds of 80-120mph is amazing it makes me feel alive. stabing in the clutch using the ball of my foot to nudge the brake while using my heal to blip the throttle to rev match for a silky smooth downshift then darting through the apex of a turn is amazing. It's a rush.
I drive my best when it's only me in the car, that way in the event of a crash its only me that gets hurt and Im fine with that. I just don't want anyone else to get hurt because of some mistake or patch of dirt.
I think back to the way I drove last year and laugh.
I look at how I drive now and just smile.
I wrote that before work, my little high has gone away and Im as confused and as frusterated as I was earlier....um another canyon run, I think so.