Sep 29, 2008 14:31
Have you ever felt the need to lose yourselves? I have. Sometimes I escape so far (and it doesn't help) I feel like drowning (and I like that...) . No, not suicidal. Not in the physical sense, anyway. But it is so tempting to just give up and lose yourself. Regaining counciousness is a painful process. But there is also a light within. My very nature is not of one who'd give up, give their life away. I feel like a puppet on strings.
Forever in between.
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