Life

Aug 06, 2011 00:27

Well hello again, Im not even sure if this thing is still on, but if any of you are still out there and listening. This is 27 year old me. Im a mom of three, Nicholas( soon to be 8) Samantha( a little further out going to be 3) and Benjamin(18 months). Im over weight and it makes me unhappy. I finally figured out what I want to be in life.. now I just have to go thru 6 years of school to do it. I love my husband like mad most days( drinking commenting on my weight and being stressed out by the kids and money are our main problems). I have no idea what my interests are anymore. I still read when I get the chance, I play online games and I swim alot. I love my family but im bored as hell. Had a job, got almost to the top, got injured, got down and depressed( and pregnant) bounced back, took a promotion got ran over by mega bitch boss and stress.. quit. Figured out what i want to be, trying to go to school this fall. Feel Old, fat ugly and unwanted..working on that. Im me.. still here, still breathing just a little ragged.Im a better person now...most days. I miss being wild and crazy but only now and then. Gotta have a chick flick moment and figure me out..ha. erm.. yep thats about it.. :)

Later

Stephanie
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