goodmorning
another morning. if i thought it was a closure deal then sure i could get behind that. if only there wasnt the raw pain reading her email caused him. me and him are " fine" im still spending the night there, im still moving in with him, hes still going on my familys phone plan at the end of the month. yesterday was just a reminder that no matter how much progress i thought i had made( and in such a short time to amazing!!..if you cant hear the bitterness there your fucked) that she can still reduce him back to a hurt scared kid. just like that.
my family describes me thus
" she picked a hard row to hoe"
they are extremely country and i love them. when i was told this line( about 5 years ago) i went to the bathroom and cried.
he doesnt know if he loves her or hates her, he just knows he did love her and she threw him away like a piece of trash.
he doesnt forgive easy and he doesnt move on he broods.
thanks to whoever somebody is who said that.. i never intended on giving up though. im dug in this time.
" i'll hang around as long as you will let me, i never minded standing in the rain"
my family describes me thus
" she picked a hard row to hoe"
they are extremely country and i love them. when i was told this line( about 5 years ago) i went to the bathroom and cried.
he doesnt know if he loves her or hates her, he just knows he did love her and she threw him away like a piece of trash.
he doesnt forgive easy and he doesnt move on he broods.
thanks to whoever somebody is who said that.. i never intended on giving up though. im dug in this time.
" i'll hang around as long as you will let me, i never minded standing in the rain"