just perfect
what a wonderful weekend.. all in all yay..i cant remember ever being quite this goofy over someone.. its fun.. and he says things that help take all the pain loving him has put me through over the past year or so...well maybe not take it away but make it feel like it was worth it and maybe something i had to go through so that we could be together the way we are.. god knows im not an angel.. but im trying so hard.. i want to be a good person and i want this to last and last..eh in other news tomorrow jesse flys down to see his son.. i just hope we get along, i want peace in my life.. peace and a forward path. I have to quit smoking so i figured i would do it on this trip down south that way only jesse has to deal with me being surly and nasty..lately ive been having bad chest pains and i cough all day long.. so smokings going..im going to miss it.. which is sad.. all my vices are fading maybe Dustins right and im getting old too.. eh.. hes got silver in his hair you know.. i love it.. kind of a reminder that his life has been rough too plus im about insane over the man at the moment so i could probably find a reason to like anything about him alright im done