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its so surreal.
everything i used to live for...the friends, the fun, the memories, they're no longer a part of my life. and i hate that. why should i not get along with people who i've always loved so much? im so disappointed in the way things have turned out, and there is nothing that can be done about it. all i have to say is thank god im going to umass this year because im going ot meet awesome people. people that arent fake and selfish and inconsiderate. and i cant wait for that. i really, really can't.
on to brighter things, the senior video last night was awesome. it was so nice to see all of those things (even though it did make me sad to see us all getting along so well when now its different), i miss those times in high school. i really do. and i loved that it was just me, lanis, bo, jon, jacquibe, and sara there because if anyone else was there it wouldn't have been the same (well ana and brian t were there, but they left). plus we got to spoon after. =).
im looking forward to many more nights like that this summer. i really hope they (the fun times) come around too, becuase this summer hasn't exactly been as pleasurable as i would have liked, especially after such a hard semester.
anyway, going to go eat breakfast and do calc hw. fun.
rebs
everything i used to live for...the friends, the fun, the memories, they're no longer a part of my life. and i hate that. why should i not get along with people who i've always loved so much? im so disappointed in the way things have turned out, and there is nothing that can be done about it. all i have to say is thank god im going to umass this year because im going ot meet awesome people. people that arent fake and selfish and inconsiderate. and i cant wait for that. i really, really can't.
on to brighter things, the senior video last night was awesome. it was so nice to see all of those things (even though it did make me sad to see us all getting along so well when now its different), i miss those times in high school. i really do. and i loved that it was just me, lanis, bo, jon, jacquibe, and sara there because if anyone else was there it wouldn't have been the same (well ana and brian t were there, but they left). plus we got to spoon after. =).
im looking forward to many more nights like that this summer. i really hope they (the fun times) come around too, becuase this summer hasn't exactly been as pleasurable as i would have liked, especially after such a hard semester.
anyway, going to go eat breakfast and do calc hw. fun.
rebs