roommate! angst!
so, my roommate totally hates my guts - or at least it feels that way b/c she simply refuses to be nice to me. and last night while I was in the shower I was thinking DAMN I CANNOT LIVE THIS WAY! I am going to call patrick (my landlord) and talk to him about how to get out of my lease, pack my things, take my cat, and go!
this would be easier for me than kicking her out.
neither of which are really an option. but honestly, I cannot live this way, constantly feeling uncomfortable in my own space!!!
new buddy told me I'm just going to have to treat the situation as living with a sibling I can't stand, just deal with it. someone else at work (a couple someone elses actually) just suggested ignoring her and putting up with it. and I guess that's what I have to do. but it just totally totally blows. it makes my otherwise fantastic life(particularly after the results of yesterday's lab tests at the hospital) completely miserable. and no one should have to feel that way!
oy!
that said - my choir's next concert is less than a month away, and I'm screwed on memorization so far. we're supposed to have seven of 15 tonight, I'd say I've probably got three. oh dear! Time to clear everything from my ipod menos the rehearsal tracks.
this would be easier for me than kicking her out.
neither of which are really an option. but honestly, I cannot live this way, constantly feeling uncomfortable in my own space!!!
new buddy told me I'm just going to have to treat the situation as living with a sibling I can't stand, just deal with it. someone else at work (a couple someone elses actually) just suggested ignoring her and putting up with it. and I guess that's what I have to do. but it just totally totally blows. it makes my otherwise fantastic life(particularly after the results of yesterday's lab tests at the hospital) completely miserable. and no one should have to feel that way!
oy!
that said - my choir's next concert is less than a month away, and I'm screwed on memorization so far. we're supposed to have seven of 15 tonight, I'd say I've probably got three. oh dear! Time to clear everything from my ipod menos the rehearsal tracks.