in which... well.
gosh. I should just go to bed, but all I can think is:
I'm gonna throw up.
I am nervous about...well. growing up I guess. but mostly having to get around bymyself and dressed up (it's going to be SO HOT! how will I look poised and presentable after an hour trip from dedham into town on buses and the T and then walking/getting lost to find the place in the ninety million degree weather!?! how!!??!!) and also about fucking up interviews (potentially ruining the rest of my life!)...oh. I just remembered that maybeI should bring my umbrella just in cases. being soggy also wouldnt be great or presentable. gosh. see. this is rediculous.
though, tonight I got The Broken Hearts Club on netflix and for the time I was watching it I was just back at MSSM...how strange. also, do you ever watch movies and choose what character you are? (like they do ALL the time) well. tonight I was watching and I am sooo Justin Theroux (who plays Marshall, howie's thing...you know...they werent dating but were fucking around and he was like I love you and howie was like, i dont but I do want to fuck around) in The Broken Hearts Club. If only I could get a happy ending -- even if it's not Marshall's...
also, our house is totally crawling with big creepy bugs. it's freaking me out.
I'm gonna throw up.
I am nervous about...well. growing up I guess. but mostly having to get around bymyself and dressed up (it's going to be SO HOT! how will I look poised and presentable after an hour trip from dedham into town on buses and the T and then walking/getting lost to find the place in the ninety million degree weather!?! how!!??!!) and also about fucking up interviews (potentially ruining the rest of my life!)...oh. I just remembered that maybeI should bring my umbrella just in cases. being soggy also wouldnt be great or presentable. gosh. see. this is rediculous.
though, tonight I got The Broken Hearts Club on netflix and for the time I was watching it I was just back at MSSM...how strange. also, do you ever watch movies and choose what character you are? (like they do ALL the time) well. tonight I was watching and I am sooo Justin Theroux (who plays Marshall, howie's thing...you know...they werent dating but were fucking around and he was like I love you and howie was like, i dont but I do want to fuck around) in The Broken Hearts Club. If only I could get a happy ending -- even if it's not Marshall's...
also, our house is totally crawling with big creepy bugs. it's freaking me out.