gosh. sometimes
sometimes sommmeettimes, I just gotta say a couple things.
1) there is almost never a happy ending. I was reading someone's something about always expecting a happy ending, and I just have ot say that this is how I feel. that there is almost never a happy ending.
2) all I want to do is laze around.
3) life gets more and more complicated and confusing and upsetting and disturbing
4) people shouldnt fuck around with other people's feelings/emotions. seriously. it's not right.
5) people shouldn't judge other people or be like, shit, why dont you do this? because maybe those other peoples feelings are being fucked around with.
6) I should SLEEP more, WORK more, and sit around doing nothing LESS.
SEVEN) I should replace my stupid broken seven key it's really getting to be a pain the butt, but since it's not working AT ALL anymore, something tells me it's too late.
in other news, I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED THAT STEVE AND GABI ARE COMIN' TO MY GRADUATION! SO EXCITED! THERE ARENT EVEN WORDS! I am just feelin' real glad that I've still got people from home that I feel close enough to even invite out to indiana, much less that I've got people who ACTUALLY will come.
less than three weeks.
they'll be with me and college will be all over (!!!!) in less than three weeks.
woowhoo.
also I shaved my legs in such a awy tonight that they've never felt smoother. mmm. bring on the warm weather, I know you have it in you SOMEWHERE world. let's see it. gimmie somma that sunshine!
ps I today my day was full. and not like busy, but full of food. and I slept all afternoon in the library (and then looked up a book summary instead of reading butler, gosh), where someone was like "lauren - you were snoring" when I woke up, and I was like SHIT why didnt you come and ask me to stop!?! and he was all, it wasnt annoying, just funny (and endearing, I'm SURE. haha)!
mmm, and on that note, I think I will snore some more. heck yes.
1) there is almost never a happy ending. I was reading someone's something about always expecting a happy ending, and I just have ot say that this is how I feel. that there is almost never a happy ending.
2) all I want to do is laze around.
3) life gets more and more complicated and confusing and upsetting and disturbing
4) people shouldnt fuck around with other people's feelings/emotions. seriously. it's not right.
5) people shouldn't judge other people or be like, shit, why dont you do this? because maybe those other peoples feelings are being fucked around with.
6) I should SLEEP more, WORK more, and sit around doing nothing LESS.
SEVEN) I should replace my stupid broken seven key it's really getting to be a pain the butt, but since it's not working AT ALL anymore, something tells me it's too late.
in other news, I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED THAT STEVE AND GABI ARE COMIN' TO MY GRADUATION! SO EXCITED! THERE ARENT EVEN WORDS! I am just feelin' real glad that I've still got people from home that I feel close enough to even invite out to indiana, much less that I've got people who ACTUALLY will come.
less than three weeks.
they'll be with me and college will be all over (!!!!) in less than three weeks.
woowhoo.
also I shaved my legs in such a awy tonight that they've never felt smoother. mmm. bring on the warm weather, I know you have it in you SOMEWHERE world. let's see it. gimmie somma that sunshine!
ps I today my day was full. and not like busy, but full of food. and I slept all afternoon in the library (and then looked up a book summary instead of reading butler, gosh), where someone was like "lauren - you were snoring" when I woke up, and I was like SHIT why didnt you come and ask me to stop!?! and he was all, it wasnt annoying, just funny (and endearing, I'm SURE. haha)!
mmm, and on that note, I think I will snore some more. heck yes.