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Nothing exciting today, work was, blah, just kinda stood around, I was actually thinking a lot about relationships today... I don't know exactly what I'm looking for, or if I'm even looking for one. But I do just want some companionship, something more than sex. But, something real, I don't want: "I only came up to talk to you cause you look purty." I need, "Wow, I think you're an interesting person, and we should take over the world together." ;_;
Odd, at this very moment #floridafurs, is spamming through people's interpretations of "open" vs. "closed" relationships... Personally, I've never been able to feel deeply enough about someone that I care to what they get their rocks off. But, I suppose if I did care about someone that way, I would be upset if they, had sex with someone else, and wanted to keep it from me.
Anyway, even more ironic, this girl came up to me at work, and she was talking about her books, and how she worked at the Barnes and Noble, at Waterford Lakes, and that she really needed to buy some of them today, but wanted to know if we could hold some of them for her, until employee appreciation week... This was all just static in my ear too :P But, after she left, she came back a few minutes later, and asked if I was dating anyone :-X I hate it when girls are so forward... I was gonna do the wrist flap, which I normally do if it's not so social of a setting, but I didn't really want anyone from work to over hear me, so I just lied, and said I was dating someone :-P
And I ran into an old friend, who was apparently upset with me for missing a party of his, the friday before last? I told him he has my number, but he said he doesn't so I called his phone, and left a msg(he didn't have it on him) so, next time there are no excuses ^_^ But, he told me I have to show up for his New Years party, he is kinda a drug addict, or has a lot of interesting stories, and lost a ton of weight in a rather short amount of time... But, I reserve judgment, and besides he knows my stances on recreational drug use.
Well, somehow for a non-interesting day this turned out to be a rather long post, I think I'll end it here, and get some work done on my story ^_^
Odd, at this very moment #floridafurs, is spamming through people's interpretations of "open" vs. "closed" relationships... Personally, I've never been able to feel deeply enough about someone that I care to what they get their rocks off. But, I suppose if I did care about someone that way, I would be upset if they, had sex with someone else, and wanted to keep it from me.
Anyway, even more ironic, this girl came up to me at work, and she was talking about her books, and how she worked at the Barnes and Noble, at Waterford Lakes, and that she really needed to buy some of them today, but wanted to know if we could hold some of them for her, until employee appreciation week... This was all just static in my ear too :P But, after she left, she came back a few minutes later, and asked if I was dating anyone :-X I hate it when girls are so forward... I was gonna do the wrist flap, which I normally do if it's not so social of a setting, but I didn't really want anyone from work to over hear me, so I just lied, and said I was dating someone :-P
And I ran into an old friend, who was apparently upset with me for missing a party of his, the friday before last? I told him he has my number, but he said he doesn't so I called his phone, and left a msg(he didn't have it on him) so, next time there are no excuses ^_^ But, he told me I have to show up for his New Years party, he is kinda a drug addict, or has a lot of interesting stories, and lost a ton of weight in a rather short amount of time... But, I reserve judgment, and besides he knows my stances on recreational drug use.
Well, somehow for a non-interesting day this turned out to be a rather long post, I think I'll end it here, and get some work done on my story ^_^