scared

Nov 16, 2005 18:38

Last night I had another nightmare... last week it was bad stuff happening at work. Last night it was some random old man sleeping on a couch in my studio (please note that i do not have a couch) and two homeless people staring at me through my wide-open first floor window. I was unable to get my voice to work to respond to them, tell them to go away. I was so afraid of the homeless people, yet I did not mind the man on my couch, for some reason I thought he was my neighbor. I didn't know what to do.

I don't know what to do. I haven't had nightmares in months. At least not bad ones, or not ones that I remember. These nightmares scare me so much. I have had far too many in recent weeks for comfort. I'm starting to worry myself. This whole living alone thing does not seem to be healthy. I really don't know what to do with myself. Suggestions welcome.

Erin, I'm not sure about tomorrow. I've been really tired these last few days so I guess I'll see how I feel after work. I'll let you know.
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