tennis!

[rissae]

first day of it today. my legs are yelling at me for not getting them into shape sooner. i actually just got back from the practice. it went ok. i really don't like any of the girls doing it, with the exception of Kimera (who is currently in Austria). i like Mrs. Mahr a heck of a lot more than Mrs. Urban. she's just more relaxed, and easygoing, and not math-y. practice was ok; it was nice to start getting back into shape again. but i find i've lost a love for the sport that i had before. i'm more interested in getting into shape now, and kinda re-learning the sport, that i've just lost my enthusiasm for it. i'm playing it now more out of need than out of want. and idk how good that is.

but this isn't the only thing that i've lost enthusiasm for. i find i don't have any enthusiam when it comes to my grades, or my friends. i don't get as excited over things as i used to, and i can't decide whether this is a good or bad thing.

tennis again tomorrow at 9 30, which means no staying up until 3 like i have been. arrgh. school.