sick pleasures.

[rissae]

is it bad that i get this sick pleasure from upsetting them so much? i know i shouldn't have done what i did, but it was so tempting, and i'm sick of talking. i feel like it doesn't get me anywhere. i mean, lookit the 2 of the 3. and granted, he's not either 2 and would probably handle it a lot better than either, he's been a jerk to me lately, so i guess i can return the favor, huh? i'll ride out the wave and become a mature big girl again in a couple of days.

and i actually am kinda thirsty. gunna go get myself a tall cold one.