I purchased a red velvet skirt and a red flower to wear in my hair. Red is hot. I have nothing productive to write. I'm sorry. I want to walk around and look at christmas lights, but I will not dare go downtown tonight. Too many people this time of year, I feel suffocated. Yet for some reason, if someone were to go down there with me, I would feel much more at ease. We could create our own little world. I remember when I used to kiss a lot of boys. That was funny. I kiss only one boy now. That's how I like it. I think I'll drink a glass of wine now.