it's been awhile..
ya summer's just about over. i really don't want school to start..at all. my classes suck, they put me in 3 classes that i've already had. ya sweet job LHS i fucking hate you
anyway. i think the only reason why i'm posting in the first place is cus i need to let some anger out.
i just lost one of my best friends to the reason that 'i have no time for her'. well maybe if you fucking picked up your phone, stopped sleeping all the fucking time, and actually called me for a change, maybe i would have some damn time for you! and not only that, but when we actually do have plans, i bend over backwards, repeat: BACKWARDS, just to make sure we follow through with the plans, have something to do, have something to smoke. so all this bullshit that 'i only care about joe'..well you can pretty much shove that up your ass cus you know just as well that you came before him and if you even made an effort you wouldn't feel that way. so it comes down to this: i'm not appologizing for anything, and i am done trying to kiss your depressed ass just so you'll be just a little happy. seriously gina i try to do fucking everything for you, but this is what you do to me? i don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but whatever it is you need to get over real quick, because it's coming down to the point were i'm starting to thing was she even a true friend to begin with? i mean, i remember all the late night talks in your bed when you would say we'll be friends forever and nothing would come between us..so what the fuck happend? if that is the real reason why you can't be mature enough to even pick up my calls and have me find out FROM OTHER PEOPLE what's going on, then fuck it gina. i tryed. and if that's not good enough for you, then i don't know what is. and what's even more fucked up is that you can tell my other friends i talk shit about them, when you're one to even talk! when you're ready to have the balls to talk things out, give me a call.
that's all folks.