May 21, 2005 15:17
i'm bored. and there's nothing else to do online.
i don't think i've ever been so content with my life before. i'm happy with completely everything that's going on. well not happy, i can't think of a word to really fit. i realized ever since i started high school i've been changing, for the better. and i like it. ya i still smoke and drink, but i handle myself.
a conversation i had yesterday really made me think about why i'm friends with people going nowhere in life.
him-"so your saying you would rather buy a belt then roll face?"
me-"well it's a playboy belt. so it's worth it"
him-"rolling face, or a belt. it's not a hard choice"
me-"you're right. i would rather have a belt"
him-"your waaaaacccckkk"
and then i realized, it's shouldn't be about their future that i care about. they're all so trustworthy and i love them to death=) then i thought i shouldn't think about all that shit so much, and just stay with the moment. haha
i went on a hot date last night, and i must say i enjoyed myself;) crash was definately the best movie i have ever seen, and i cried 3 times.
me and kristina are friends again. things are changed..for the better..so it's all good.