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People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies. Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, there may be jealousy. Be happy anyway. The good you do today people will often forget tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give the world the best you got anyway. You see, in the final analysis it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.
I saw this and it made me want to live by it. It's all true really if you think about it. Most of us spend our whole lives trying to impress other people and if we think it won't be appreciated, we don't bother to do it at all. We're are too busy trying to make other people happy and living up to everyone else's expectations that we lose sight of what WE really want. What's important is what we want to do, what we want to be remembered by, what makes us happy. We should do things for ourselves. And if no one gives you praise for it, so what. At least you can say that you did it. What can they say? nothing. Anyways i think i'm done trying to be inspirational.
Lets see, things have been a little better i guess. Yesterday i went with adrian to go play basketball with his brother. It was fun. We had a good time. Afterwards i treated him to chicos and then i took him home. He still kissed me and hugged me like before so it didn't feel like anything changed. Then today he came to my house and we went to go wash his mom's car. Then we came back here and watched tv while i massaged his back. To me things seem like they are slowly getting better so its alright for now. I don't want to say they are and then it not so we'll leave it at that. And then right now we stayed on the phone for a good while and there was hardly any quiet moments. Ummm lets see, there's nothing really to talk about since nothing has really happened. I work tomorr.....today lol at 11 to 3 at whataburger if anyone wants to come bother me lol. That's basically my schedule all the time. It's miguel's bday on the 20th and alyssa's on the 24th and mine july 8th. On the 19th i leave to boston for some medical program in Boston for about 8 days and i'm scared shitless that it's gonna make me and adrian or break me and adrian. He said he's going to try really hard to make it but i don't know. YOu all know me. That just doesn't quite cut it. Well like all my girls and me say, if you let it go and it comes back, its meant to be yours, but if you let go and it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with. Well in our case if you let him go and he comes back he was meant to be your, but if you let go and he doesn't , it means he's with us. lol I guess its an inside joke. So i don't know. I'm hoping it will be ok. Well i cut this off now because miguel keeps iming me and my head is starting to hurt so talk to you all soon. Love to my girls *muah* and love to my guy *MUAH*
I saw this and it made me want to live by it. It's all true really if you think about it. Most of us spend our whole lives trying to impress other people and if we think it won't be appreciated, we don't bother to do it at all. We're are too busy trying to make other people happy and living up to everyone else's expectations that we lose sight of what WE really want. What's important is what we want to do, what we want to be remembered by, what makes us happy. We should do things for ourselves. And if no one gives you praise for it, so what. At least you can say that you did it. What can they say? nothing. Anyways i think i'm done trying to be inspirational.
Lets see, things have been a little better i guess. Yesterday i went with adrian to go play basketball with his brother. It was fun. We had a good time. Afterwards i treated him to chicos and then i took him home. He still kissed me and hugged me like before so it didn't feel like anything changed. Then today he came to my house and we went to go wash his mom's car. Then we came back here and watched tv while i massaged his back. To me things seem like they are slowly getting better so its alright for now. I don't want to say they are and then it not so we'll leave it at that. And then right now we stayed on the phone for a good while and there was hardly any quiet moments. Ummm lets see, there's nothing really to talk about since nothing has really happened. I work tomorr.....today lol at 11 to 3 at whataburger if anyone wants to come bother me lol. That's basically my schedule all the time. It's miguel's bday on the 20th and alyssa's on the 24th and mine july 8th. On the 19th i leave to boston for some medical program in Boston for about 8 days and i'm scared shitless that it's gonna make me and adrian or break me and adrian. He said he's going to try really hard to make it but i don't know. YOu all know me. That just doesn't quite cut it. Well like all my girls and me say, if you let it go and it comes back, its meant to be yours, but if you let go and it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with. Well in our case if you let him go and he comes back he was meant to be your, but if you let go and he doesn't , it means he's with us. lol I guess its an inside joke. So i don't know. I'm hoping it will be ok. Well i cut this off now because miguel keeps iming me and my head is starting to hurt so talk to you all soon. Love to my girls *muah* and love to my guy *MUAH*