i updated! and its my new poem i wrote today...

[rissa_08]

My brain cant comprehend this

All these emotions gone wild

My heart cant feel a thing

Because, of one single person

who i thought fate put me with

But really we werent meant to be

Now, im left heartless

While everyone around me is smiling

Im in the corner

trying to be invisible

Wearing long sleeves

After is all became to much

Not saying here

When the teacher calls my name

Because, im somewhere else

Not knowing what to say

When he passes in the hall

Putting my head down

And drowning in my own tears

Sad because i am alone

In this living hell

I walk around pretending

I cant feel, and i dont care

When its really eating away

at my soul

Those words i cant seem to spit out

Because, im afraid of what you'll say

I couldnt stand anymore heartache

But when i do say what i feel all i get is

Rejection

Because, im not what he's looking for

I dont fit his mold of perfection

So i run through the darkness

Until i reach the end of the earth

then end of me and the end of you

Because, i killed you i killed me

Were all dead and to soon forgoten

Two teen lovers caught up in eachothers eyes

There last dying wish to be together....

-rissa-