pastrami bowling? no dear.
was going to go to the beach today, but somebody was too sad to go and i couldn't cheer them up. this makes me feel inadequate.
in other news, i scored a 121 and a 129 for our TWO games of bowling monday night. my highest scores in the recent past. i was picking up spares like no other.
i don't know what else to say. i feel like all that happens is bowling and shitty school work.
and i end up talking about how i have so much to do and i don't do it and it's stressful and i'm ocd about everything and yadda yadda yadda.
my mom is having surgery on her back, well, her spine, tomorrow morning in cleveland ohio. and it is quite scary. i haven't really been thinking about it. as much as she irritates me and i just plain hate her sometimes, because she can be a mean bitch to me (and my dad), she is still my momma and it scares me to think of losing her.
she was telling me a while ago that they have to take bone from her hip and fuse it to all her vertabrae to attach the rods to, and yuck yuck it is just to traumatizing for me. i'm glad i'm not there in a way.
somehow things work out. my massive sketchbook for one of my fibers classes is not due tomorrow (as it had been), but is now due on may 5th. so now i only have to worry about studying for history, which i should've done forever ago, but i won't get into that now.
and the other day, i was waiting at a stop sign to turn left onto henry, and the traffic was coming so i decided to wait for it. after it passed and i turned left, i got all the green lights down the street.
things like that make me happy.
in other news, i scored a 121 and a 129 for our TWO games of bowling monday night. my highest scores in the recent past. i was picking up spares like no other.
i don't know what else to say. i feel like all that happens is bowling and shitty school work.
and i end up talking about how i have so much to do and i don't do it and it's stressful and i'm ocd about everything and yadda yadda yadda.
my mom is having surgery on her back, well, her spine, tomorrow morning in cleveland ohio. and it is quite scary. i haven't really been thinking about it. as much as she irritates me and i just plain hate her sometimes, because she can be a mean bitch to me (and my dad), she is still my momma and it scares me to think of losing her.
she was telling me a while ago that they have to take bone from her hip and fuse it to all her vertabrae to attach the rods to, and yuck yuck it is just to traumatizing for me. i'm glad i'm not there in a way.
somehow things work out. my massive sketchbook for one of my fibers classes is not due tomorrow (as it had been), but is now due on may 5th. so now i only have to worry about studying for history, which i should've done forever ago, but i won't get into that now.
and the other day, i was waiting at a stop sign to turn left onto henry, and the traffic was coming so i decided to wait for it. after it passed and i turned left, i got all the green lights down the street.
things like that make me happy.