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summer is still here.
haven't been working as much as i'm supposed to, which really bothers my parents more than it does me. though it would be nice to have some monies for things such as food and gasoline.
been really depressed the past couple days. i don't really know why. i guess it's always weird when school is out, because i feel like i am lazy and have no direction. and that is scary, because eventually school will be out forever.
but i made a little book today, which really is no big deal. but is was nice to assemble some stuff and end up with something i can use.
i guess i just needed a break, but when i take a break, i feel like i am doing something wrong.
it is just hard to find a balance with everything.
in other news, i've gained 2 pounds every month since january.
super.
it doesn't bother me much, i still feel okay, as long as i don't get bigger.
isn't that what i always say.
it's nap time i do belive.
haven't been working as much as i'm supposed to, which really bothers my parents more than it does me. though it would be nice to have some monies for things such as food and gasoline.
been really depressed the past couple days. i don't really know why. i guess it's always weird when school is out, because i feel like i am lazy and have no direction. and that is scary, because eventually school will be out forever.
but i made a little book today, which really is no big deal. but is was nice to assemble some stuff and end up with something i can use.
i guess i just needed a break, but when i take a break, i feel like i am doing something wrong.
it is just hard to find a balance with everything.
in other news, i've gained 2 pounds every month since january.
super.
it doesn't bother me much, i still feel okay, as long as i don't get bigger.
isn't that what i always say.
it's nap time i do belive.