Right here in this moment, is right where i'm meant to be, here with you here with me
SO. Why am i using LJ again? i have no idea. Oh well. I stayed home today, i seirously needed some time to myself with out all the school bullshit. I took a bath and made a lovely little relaxing remedy for my face with: Honey, yogurt, and banana. It feels good, and healthy. Sam called yesterday, I miss that kid. My mind has been racing lately. I thought i had gotten over this one kid..you all know the one..the one i havent had in years? yeah. Nope! it came back. of course. I don't know why. I liked it so much better when i didn't care about him. But now hell, he's back. I hate it! ok so i'll give you guys MORE pictures....and you should comment. I'm listening to the beatles..mmm. I really want to watch a movie. One that will make me happy, like Grease...or dirty dancing. A love story. Well, not technically the movie "a love story" because it's depressing as fuckkkkkkk....
This place is a prison
These people aren't your friends
inhaling thrills through $20 bills and the
tumblers are drained and then flooded again and again
there's guards at the on ramps armed to the teeth
and you may case the grounds
from the cascades to puget sound,
but you are not permitted to leave
i know there's a big world out there
like the one i saw on the screen
in my living room late last night
it was almost too bright to see
i know that it's not a party
if it happens every night
pretending there's glamour and candelabra
when you're drinking by candlelight
what does it take to get a drink in this place?
what does it take, how long must i wait?
It's not beatles anymore. It's postal service. and that is definitely my favorite song.
So, i think i need to shape up. i've been fucking up left and right, and that song is definitely describing my life from the first line to the last. I never thought i'd be here. I never thought i'd be doing the shit i am. I never thought i'd feel like this. I never thought i'd dress, act, or even smile like i do. My life is not something to smile about, not right now it isn't.
This place is a prison
These people aren't your friends
inhaling thrills through $20 bills and the
tumblers are drained and then flooded again and again
there's guards at the on ramps armed to the teeth
and you may case the grounds
from the cascades to puget sound,
but you are not permitted to leave
i know there's a big world out there
like the one i saw on the screen
in my living room late last night
it was almost too bright to see
i know that it's not a party
if it happens every night
pretending there's glamour and candelabra
when you're drinking by candlelight
what does it take to get a drink in this place?
what does it take, how long must i wait?
It's not beatles anymore. It's postal service. and that is definitely my favorite song.
So, i think i need to shape up. i've been fucking up left and right, and that song is definitely describing my life from the first line to the last. I never thought i'd be here. I never thought i'd be doing the shit i am. I never thought i'd feel like this. I never thought i'd dress, act, or even smile like i do. My life is not something to smile about, not right now it isn't.