i don't know what to do with myself.

[risque_eyes]

this morning was just beautiful. woke up to jon. spent a couple hours together in bed. smoked a couple bowls. then when he left, i just stayed in bed confused as to whether i a was either too tired or too high to get out of bed. deciding it didn't really matter, i let myself fall back asleep into the most content, peaceful state imaginable. sunlight beaming gently through the (no longer purple) curtains, all alone.... not really something describable...but it put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. didn't even care that all i did was study.

stephanie left yesterday, and cassie the day before. damn you guys for living early and making the end seem sooner than it really is. if you're reading this stephanie...hi! how was your trip home? you're missed here already. :)

sooo...i've got 2 finals to go until my sophomore year comes to a close. it's been...well...totally bizarre...