he wants a second chance...and i said yeah but....
i'm not sure if i should have agreed to give ben another chance. he was sort of joking but he was serious at the same time. when we were talking about ruben the other nite, he asked me why i kept going back to him, and that i was selling myself short by even dealing with him and letting him hurt me. and then i told him that that was it, he doesnt get anymore chances. and then he asked me if HE could have another chance. and i said "mmm, i dont know. you got your chance. you fucked up, you dont get anymore. you HAD your chance." and he was all "aww, c'mon i deserve one more chance" and i said "well....i'll think about it." and he said that he would think about it too, because hes gotta know what he wants, and then by 5am, the way that we were talking, our minds were made up. BUT we agreed that we're just friends, but if something DID happen, if someone made a move, we wouldnt turn away. so that was cool. we bot know our options. i think im gonna call him some morning to come over, hehe. hes still a big ass virgin ad hes scared as hell, and i dont want to have sex with him, well i DO, but its not a goal. lol
we talked for HOURS. about 4 hours thursday morning from
1 am to about 5 am.
we talked about everything.
he loves to make a big deal about how he sigs to me and that im the only one that he sings TO. he sings me romantic songs that go like this "DO YOU LIKE SAUCE ON YOUR BURRITO? SAUCE ON YOUR BURRITO? YEAH SAUCE ON YOUR BURRIIIITTOOOO?"
after he sang that to me he asked me the cutest, funniest thing ever; "did that make your heart go all a flutter?"
and i said yes, of course. I love that he sings to me, and i love that im the only one that he sings to.
what else?
oh yeah, i told him that im gonna take him out for his birthday. i hope he doesnt flake out on me.
i know that i have more to talk about, but i dont remember.
oh well.
we talked for HOURS. about 4 hours thursday morning from
1 am to about 5 am.
we talked about everything.
he loves to make a big deal about how he sigs to me and that im the only one that he sings TO. he sings me romantic songs that go like this "DO YOU LIKE SAUCE ON YOUR BURRITO? SAUCE ON YOUR BURRITO? YEAH SAUCE ON YOUR BURRIIIITTOOOO?"
after he sang that to me he asked me the cutest, funniest thing ever; "did that make your heart go all a flutter?"
and i said yes, of course. I love that he sings to me, and i love that im the only one that he sings to.
what else?
oh yeah, i told him that im gonna take him out for his birthday. i hope he doesnt flake out on me.
i know that i have more to talk about, but i dont remember.
oh well.