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Oct 29, 2004 20:25

man, today was stressful. Paul and i havent been working as much as we should, and we got little checks, and we were trying so hard to find the money to make rent with. I was so stressed. We're trying to get a personal loan too, for 1,500. That was stressing me out too. We have to make a list now of all the bills that were trying to pay, so that the people approving the loan will see that there really is something that we're gonna use the money for.
I loved being out on my own at first, but now, sometimes, i just want to be with my mom, and have her take care of me. SOmetimes this is all too much for me. I have to handle all the money, and it's sooooo stressful!!! Ugh, so anyway, we got the money, but we're still broke. It's my b-day sunday, and we're going out tomorrow, and we're REALLY going to have to budget. I told paul that we have to just really strong drinks so that we can get drunk fast, lol.
Oh, and my stupid friend Janessa is flaking out on me! She's the one that thought of going out tomorrow night, and now she says that she has to see what eric is doing! ugh, i should have known that this shit was gonna happen. actually, i did think that this was gonna happen, but everyone told me that she wasnt up to anything. ooooh but i knew.
ugh.

well i have to go now, LJ.

::calls out:: "shoooower, here i coooome!!"
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