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BLAH!
Everything is sorta icky and crappy. Like------am i acting normal when one minute im like in LOVE then the next minute me and ricardo are having an argument?!?!
I know i <3 him, i know he feels the same way, but i dont think he appreciates me that much.
Like Saturday....we got into this another HUGE argument about how were always with fucking jessica and andre and how we always have to do what they want. I told him straight up that i dont wanna hangout with them on the weekeneds, that i see enough of jessica n andre during school. He said he agreed with me.....rite.
I told him i felt like were not getting along anymore that all we do lately is fight, he got quite.....he knew i was thinking of breaking up with him. Then he all of a sudden said===i think we just need some "us" time. Then we made up. And just yesterday i out of NOWHERE like......i just all of a sudden realize how in love i am with that kid. I've never told him that so i texted(he was at work) him saying this:
Baby bay guess wat?!?
Im in LOVE wit u!
then later on he texted saying this VERYcheesy but sweet line.
BABY :)
Hearing you that makes me heart fly away into heaven! I miss u so much :( i want u wit me so bad.
But baby baby guess wat?
Im in LOVE wit u!!
I love u wit all my heart.
HAHA yeah cheesy HUH??? But sweet ^_^
And today.....i havent heared from him yet---his working on his car or watever prolly with andre.
I HATE this. I know i love him, but i get this feeling sometimes that im just fooling myself to think that cuz i want to be in LOVE so bad n have that special someone in my life to LOVE me just as much.
His a wonderful guy i know, no one has ever made me feel like this before. But i do get the feeling he doesnt appreciate me. Is it maybe his a guy?!?!?! He doesnt like to express his feelings n make cheesy romantic comments to me in front of his guy friends?
Ahhhh idk watever. I just dont wanna get hurt again like in my last relationship.
I mean for god sakes i lost my damn virginity to this GUY! And i dont regret it one bit :)
BOYS are fucking weird. They need to learn to appreciate the girl they have now, cuz one day that girl is not gonna take ur shit anymore and leave for someone who knows how to appreciate what they have right in front of them.
THIS IS CUTE BTW: (no clue who wrote it just found it)
I want to be someone`s last call of the night
&& there first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations that end in
[[ " no you hang up first " ]]
I want the heart racing;; palm sweaty
\\ what`s gonna happen next //
moments ;; I want the hugs that you never
want to let go of && the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. But most importantly;;
I just want to know someone considers me their`s
Everything is sorta icky and crappy. Like------am i acting normal when one minute im like in LOVE then the next minute me and ricardo are having an argument?!?!
I know i <3 him, i know he feels the same way, but i dont think he appreciates me that much.
Like Saturday....we got into this another HUGE argument about how were always with fucking jessica and andre and how we always have to do what they want. I told him straight up that i dont wanna hangout with them on the weekeneds, that i see enough of jessica n andre during school. He said he agreed with me.....rite.
I told him i felt like were not getting along anymore that all we do lately is fight, he got quite.....he knew i was thinking of breaking up with him. Then he all of a sudden said===i think we just need some "us" time. Then we made up. And just yesterday i out of NOWHERE like......i just all of a sudden realize how in love i am with that kid. I've never told him that so i texted(he was at work) him saying this:
Baby bay guess wat?!?
Im in LOVE wit u!
then later on he texted saying this VERYcheesy but sweet line.
BABY :)
Hearing you that makes me heart fly away into heaven! I miss u so much :( i want u wit me so bad.
But baby baby guess wat?
Im in LOVE wit u!!
I love u wit all my heart.
HAHA yeah cheesy HUH??? But sweet ^_^
And today.....i havent heared from him yet---his working on his car or watever prolly with andre.
I HATE this. I know i love him, but i get this feeling sometimes that im just fooling myself to think that cuz i want to be in LOVE so bad n have that special someone in my life to LOVE me just as much.
His a wonderful guy i know, no one has ever made me feel like this before. But i do get the feeling he doesnt appreciate me. Is it maybe his a guy?!?!?! He doesnt like to express his feelings n make cheesy romantic comments to me in front of his guy friends?
Ahhhh idk watever. I just dont wanna get hurt again like in my last relationship.
I mean for god sakes i lost my damn virginity to this GUY! And i dont regret it one bit :)
BOYS are fucking weird. They need to learn to appreciate the girl they have now, cuz one day that girl is not gonna take ur shit anymore and leave for someone who knows how to appreciate what they have right in front of them.
THIS IS CUTE BTW: (no clue who wrote it just found it)
I want to be someone`s last call of the night
&& there first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations that end in
[[ " no you hang up first " ]]
I want the heart racing;; palm sweaty
\\ what`s gonna happen next //
moments ;; I want the hugs that you never
want to let go of && the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. But most importantly;;
I just want to know someone considers me their`s