Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
A) I need a raise... or a real job, which would double as a raise from what I'm getting paid.
B) I need a sign. I don't know where I'm supposed to be going or if I'm on the right path to getting there. Should I keep trying to get into the journalism field or should I just become a teacher. If I do become a teacher will I one day wake up and wonder if I settled?
C) Why do I throw people away? I am so fed up with my friends that Colorado seems like a viable option. It's not! I don't have a job or apartment lined up and neither does Victor. We haven't been together long enough for me to even really be considering this as an option. One thing I do know is that I need some new friends... or to spend more time with old friends. What I really need is to figure out why I throw people away.
D) I've come to the conclusion that you don't need to know where you've been to figure out where you're going. BUT you do need to know what could have become of you to appreciate who you are. Or something like that... I don't really know if that makes sense outside of my brain.
E) I've also come to the conclusion that the older you get, the more childish you become. And if you were nice at a younger age you'll be SUPER nice when you're elderly, but f you were an awful person in your youth , you'll only get worse with age. What I haven't figured is when exactly does one choose to become nice or awful? Is it based on the way our parents raise us?
Let's blame all of this thought on lack of food, unhappiness in my environment, and the never-ending rain. Amen.
B) I need a sign. I don't know where I'm supposed to be going or if I'm on the right path to getting there. Should I keep trying to get into the journalism field or should I just become a teacher. If I do become a teacher will I one day wake up and wonder if I settled?
C) Why do I throw people away? I am so fed up with my friends that Colorado seems like a viable option. It's not! I don't have a job or apartment lined up and neither does Victor. We haven't been together long enough for me to even really be considering this as an option. One thing I do know is that I need some new friends... or to spend more time with old friends. What I really need is to figure out why I throw people away.
D) I've come to the conclusion that you don't need to know where you've been to figure out where you're going. BUT you do need to know what could have become of you to appreciate who you are. Or something like that... I don't really know if that makes sense outside of my brain.
E) I've also come to the conclusion that the older you get, the more childish you become. And if you were nice at a younger age you'll be SUPER nice when you're elderly, but f you were an awful person in your youth , you'll only get worse with age. What I haven't figured is when exactly does one choose to become nice or awful? Is it based on the way our parents raise us?
Let's blame all of this thought on lack of food, unhappiness in my environment, and the never-ending rain. Amen.