break ups
Its hard to gather my thoughts about this even though this blog has been going through my mind all night long. So I guess I'll just start from the begining...earlier this evening I called a 6 month relationship with a great girl I met in January off. The thing between this girl and I just started to lose its spark or whatever made "us" special about two months ago but we still kept trying to talk and see if we could fix it. Unfortunatly we also took on new jobs that demanded alot of our time so we never saw each other and when we did talk that gap was still there. So since I had free time to think and gather my thoughts I looked back at the time I shared with this girl and reaized that even though I have many great memories with her my feelings for her never changed. In my eyes she was a great girl that I had a strong attraction with but never formed any strong feelings for. It wouldn't be fair to her if I was not going to put any effort in making this thing between us work so I decided to let her go because she deserves better. After all she was looking for a companion for herself and her son and I was just looking for a girl without any attachments like me. In a different time there could have been something but being with her and her son made me realize that I was not ready for that life yet. After I told her that it was best to go our own way she told me alot of mean things which is resonable since she did invest time and emotions into our relationship but instead of realizing it was true and that it was not working she wants to pick a fight with me and tell me she hates me and how I was just another disappointment like her ex's which makes no sense since (X #1 hit her and her son and never gave her child support or even tried to be part of their sons life ) and (X#2 ask her to marry him after he was already married to another woman and took $3000 from her) This girl has had a very rough love life but she was warned that this thing between us would one day come to an end and all she ever wanted was for me to be honest with her and she pulls this hate card out when I tell her the truth. I will just say thank you for everything and wish her the best because I did the right thing for both of us.