Poisons of the mind
I've come to realize how mentally trapped i became. And all it took was poisoning myself to near death. Completely losing my grip on reality and wiping the slate clean. Then restructuring myself to understand how things actually are.
My previous entry makes more sense than it ever will know, but that was before I died and came back. Now I see that everything was always within my grasp, but being the silent observer never allowed me to be. To truely be and exist with everyone around me. Unfortuntely leading to mutual understanding, but never more. It is a great day to go and see the world with eyes not clouded with the daily shit. To breathe and taste and smell and hear and see and love once again without restrictions or worry. But most importantly, to feel once more.
My previous entry makes more sense than it ever will know, but that was before I died and came back. Now I see that everything was always within my grasp, but being the silent observer never allowed me to be. To truely be and exist with everyone around me. Unfortuntely leading to mutual understanding, but never more. It is a great day to go and see the world with eyes not clouded with the daily shit. To breathe and taste and smell and hear and see and love once again without restrictions or worry. But most importantly, to feel once more.