vanished like shooting stars that fall....
School is starting very soon for many of my friends. It almost feels like I'm the only one not going to school this semester... it feels very weird to not be preparing for school in the fall like I have done so many previous year before this one.
I'm not saying I regret not going back to Columbus, I simply regret not going to school for a semester. I cannot stand not learning. It's very irritating to know that I won't be learning anything new over the next four months or so, and that I'll just be working full time to pay for my schooling...
I guess I can't bitch too much. Working eight hours a day for decent pay (plus bonuses on everything I sell) isn't a bad deal. I suppose I should be thankful for the situation that I'm in right now.
I've been thinking about cheerleading a lot recently... and something feels incomplete. For some strange reason, I don't think I should have ended it all so abruptly. Cheerleading was my thing, it was what kept me motivated to win, to do good in everything I do, and it surrounded me with people who were very supportive and encouraging. I will miss the TEAM aspect of cheerleading, having to work together to accomplish a common goal. All of you down in C-Town who will be cheering this year, fucking rock out and win another National Ring, I'm proud of you all.
So this fall will be lots of work, lots of spending time with my darling Larissa, and lots of saving money.
BRING IT ON.
I'm fucking motivated and ready to get my shit done so that I can attend school..
cause in the end.... all I want to do is graduate, get the fuck out of school, open my practice and start helping the troubled youth of America....
I'm not saying I regret not going back to Columbus, I simply regret not going to school for a semester. I cannot stand not learning. It's very irritating to know that I won't be learning anything new over the next four months or so, and that I'll just be working full time to pay for my schooling...
I guess I can't bitch too much. Working eight hours a day for decent pay (plus bonuses on everything I sell) isn't a bad deal. I suppose I should be thankful for the situation that I'm in right now.
I've been thinking about cheerleading a lot recently... and something feels incomplete. For some strange reason, I don't think I should have ended it all so abruptly. Cheerleading was my thing, it was what kept me motivated to win, to do good in everything I do, and it surrounded me with people who were very supportive and encouraging. I will miss the TEAM aspect of cheerleading, having to work together to accomplish a common goal. All of you down in C-Town who will be cheering this year, fucking rock out and win another National Ring, I'm proud of you all.
So this fall will be lots of work, lots of spending time with my darling Larissa, and lots of saving money.
BRING IT ON.
I'm fucking motivated and ready to get my shit done so that I can attend school..
cause in the end.... all I want to do is graduate, get the fuck out of school, open my practice and start helping the troubled youth of America....