yanno, it makes you think .what.a beautiful.night.
Took my exam today..
..Or should I say .failed. my exam today.
Fuck that.
I saw barkus outside of school tonight.
I was thinking and,
it's probably the last time I'll ever see him...
He's going to florida
..and its not like it even really affects me that I'll never see him again.
It's just the idea hitting me
that all these people that I spent so much of my time with, growing up with, just becoming the person I am with, are going to grow old and go their own separate ways... & everyone's going to forget about each other, and the realness of adolescence, and how we did it together... How we got each other through it, just by being.
it makes me sad that life is like that
Well fuck that. if livejournal is still around in 10 years... I'm making this entry to remember jamie barkus... and all the people like him, that have profoundly affected me in a not so obvious way.
if I could, I would tell everyone that has affected me, positively or negatively
...That they will always have a peice of my heart.
I hope I've had a lasting affect on people,
or even just a person.
Not a lover,
a former friend, a stranger, a co worker, a teacher, a classmate... anyone.
I dont want to be the kind of person thats easily forgotten.
..Or should I say .failed. my exam today.
Fuck that.
I saw barkus outside of school tonight.
I was thinking and,
it's probably the last time I'll ever see him...
He's going to florida
..and its not like it even really affects me that I'll never see him again.
It's just the idea hitting me
that all these people that I spent so much of my time with, growing up with, just becoming the person I am with, are going to grow old and go their own separate ways... & everyone's going to forget about each other, and the realness of adolescence, and how we did it together... How we got each other through it, just by being.
it makes me sad that life is like that
Well fuck that. if livejournal is still around in 10 years... I'm making this entry to remember jamie barkus... and all the people like him, that have profoundly affected me in a not so obvious way.
if I could, I would tell everyone that has affected me, positively or negatively
...That they will always have a peice of my heart.
I hope I've had a lasting affect on people,
or even just a person.
Not a lover,
a former friend, a stranger, a co worker, a teacher, a classmate... anyone.
I dont want to be the kind of person thats easily forgotten.