How To Start
Ok so I don’t quite know where I should start. Things up here have gotten worse as of late. It’s a real struggle everyday. I mean there are things to look forward to when my time up here is out but I don’t know if I am going to make it that long.
I am still struggling to find a job but no one and I mean no one is hiring right now. Ok fine they are but only for seasonal and its just shit work that is not going to get me anywhere or get me any experience that I can use when I get out of here. But I guess at this point anything will do.
My step-father has yet to crawl down off of my back about everything from the classes that I am taking to the fact that I am still looking for a job but don’t actually have one as of yet. As for the classes he is not understanding that for the most part the traditional classes have kind of gone out the window and to get out with a BA you have to take the classes the university tells you to take. As for the job thing well I have applied to a total of twenty-two places in between mid-terms and papers and trying not to kill myself so its not like I have not been looking, or trying.
Classes, well we are in the middle of crunch time here and with the fucked up family and financial situation at home I am struggling just to keep on giving a shit about them.
Ah yes the financial situation. You see I had been planning on this trip to So-Cal for Bowers 21st birthday. Well mom was going to help get me there as my Christmas gift this year. Well now that the plans for what I am going to do after I finish at U.W.T. have changed then that means that this also has to change. So this trip that I have been looking forward to for the last six months has now just gone up in smoke. I need to call Bower and give him the heads up on this….shit that phone call is going to suck.
On top of all of this I need to find out when I can take the CBEST and the CSET along with the GRE so the I can put my application into SSU. Because I need to have taken all three of these tests along with completing 40 hours of pre-program field experience work before I can get into the Masters program at SSU.
So in close to this I think I am fucked. It feels as if there is way to much and I don’t even know where to start. I fell off my diet a while a go am smoking and drinking as much as I was before and I just don’t know if I am going to pull this one off this time. I mean I want to but fuck me almighty where the fuck am I supposed to start? The job? The three tests? The lames ass bullshit classes I am taking and still have to take?
FUCK!
I need a drink.
Later
Satan
I am still struggling to find a job but no one and I mean no one is hiring right now. Ok fine they are but only for seasonal and its just shit work that is not going to get me anywhere or get me any experience that I can use when I get out of here. But I guess at this point anything will do.
My step-father has yet to crawl down off of my back about everything from the classes that I am taking to the fact that I am still looking for a job but don’t actually have one as of yet. As for the classes he is not understanding that for the most part the traditional classes have kind of gone out the window and to get out with a BA you have to take the classes the university tells you to take. As for the job thing well I have applied to a total of twenty-two places in between mid-terms and papers and trying not to kill myself so its not like I have not been looking, or trying.
Classes, well we are in the middle of crunch time here and with the fucked up family and financial situation at home I am struggling just to keep on giving a shit about them.
Ah yes the financial situation. You see I had been planning on this trip to So-Cal for Bowers 21st birthday. Well mom was going to help get me there as my Christmas gift this year. Well now that the plans for what I am going to do after I finish at U.W.T. have changed then that means that this also has to change. So this trip that I have been looking forward to for the last six months has now just gone up in smoke. I need to call Bower and give him the heads up on this….shit that phone call is going to suck.
On top of all of this I need to find out when I can take the CBEST and the CSET along with the GRE so the I can put my application into SSU. Because I need to have taken all three of these tests along with completing 40 hours of pre-program field experience work before I can get into the Masters program at SSU.
So in close to this I think I am fucked. It feels as if there is way to much and I don’t even know where to start. I fell off my diet a while a go am smoking and drinking as much as I was before and I just don’t know if I am going to pull this one off this time. I mean I want to but fuck me almighty where the fuck am I supposed to start? The job? The three tests? The lames ass bullshit classes I am taking and still have to take?
FUCK!
I need a drink.
Later
Satan