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when something's not meant to be, there's nothing you can do about it.
well, there's nothing i can do. now i'm starting to realize everything. how could something that makes you wanna turn the world upside down and scream 'im happy, finally', can hurt you that much? the worst part is that i already knew that i was getting into this way too much and too fast, and i accepted no matter what the terms were. i guess i forced it too much. im not saying that i regret any of this, its just that...i really dont know what to do, or think, or whatever. i love how things are now, but i cant help it but wondering whats really on her mind. and i hate feeling this way, 'cause i know it leads me nowhere and it's pointless to keep my mind on this. well, i guess this is the way things have to be.
well, there's nothing i can do. now i'm starting to realize everything. how could something that makes you wanna turn the world upside down and scream 'im happy, finally', can hurt you that much? the worst part is that i already knew that i was getting into this way too much and too fast, and i accepted no matter what the terms were. i guess i forced it too much. im not saying that i regret any of this, its just that...i really dont know what to do, or think, or whatever. i love how things are now, but i cant help it but wondering whats really on her mind. and i hate feeling this way, 'cause i know it leads me nowhere and it's pointless to keep my mind on this. well, i guess this is the way things have to be.