Jul 08, 2008 03:21
well, how long since my last entry. first of all, happy bday Sophia Bush ♥
second, i will write everything in english -i think i already said that, but i don't remember- i don't know why exactly, it's just that is easier for me to express myself, even though i speak spanish, but i don't like it x) and well, however, i doubt anyone will read all of this, but if you don't understand my poor english, just let me know. and last, idk, i just feel like writing right now, and what better place than my lj? :)
ok, i have this problem that i've been carrying since march i think, and lately i been feeling like Seth Cohen, when he have a problem he have to talk til is tongue bleeds, and i have been killing my friend's ears talking and talking and talking about this and i don't know what else to do. i don't know if i should write it in here, but well, i have nothing to lose, i think. i'm kinda in love with my teacher. i know, it sound like a lame soap opera, but i can't help what i'm feeling and it's killing me. i feel stupid. i mean, it's my teacher for god's sake. and it's 3.15 a.m and i can't make this get out of my head. it's not a big deal and i feel like a twelve years old girl having a crush with..i dont know, i mean, this shouldn't affect me the way it does but asjkdhakjdas i don't know, i need to scream.
changing the subject, 13 days ago it was my birthday, i turned 18. can you believe it? an eighteen years old girl in love with her teacher? ok ok. i'll stop writing and go to bed. to whoever who might be reading this, have a good day :)