It's another day
Hey people.
I just got home from work. It's Wednesday.
You know, I go and check my e-mail, and the two people who write me are the two I really didn't want to hear from tonight. Everything just seems so crazy. I sometimes wish the one would just fall off the face of the earth, but that might be a little harsh. It's not like I hate them, I just don't like them. The other one just confuses me. They're dead set on helping me with this "problem" I have, but I really dont think this thing is a problem. I'm super excited and they don't understand. It just makes me feel so sad and upset at the same time. But then I think about why they're worried, I know they have good reasons for it. I just don't really know what to do. I know everything is going to work out in the end, but I'm afraid I'll really hurt someones feeling before it does. I don't want to do that. I hate intentionally hurting people. I hate hurting people at all. But what else can I do if they don't listen or just can't understand? Oh dear, what a dilema! EEEK!!
Anyway, school kinda sucked. It's just so hard to sit in those desks and pretend like I'm paying attention all day. I can't wait until I've graduated and won't have to put up with all this junk anymore. I realize my problems won't go away after high-school, really, i dont have any real problems, i just want out.
I'll be going to see Toby Keith at the UNI Dome on Feb. 20th, I'm so excited. I absolutly love Toby. He is amazing. There is only one person in this entire world that I'd put above him right now. Maybe I should get off of here and go listen to him right now. I do own all his CD's. :D
I shouldn't get on here so late at night. I'm in a grumpy mood, sorry. Oh well, I guess I'm just supposed to write what's happening and how I feel without worrying, right? Me, not worry.....nice. By the way, I'm mad at Renee for not trying out for Pops Concert. She would have easily made it. Heck, even Mr. Greenfield said she'd have probably made it if she tried out. And she would have sounded so beautiful up there. I know it shouldn't, but that really does make me mad. She has an awesome voice and so much talent and all she has to do is give it half a minute of time and she has it down perfectly. RENEE YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR IT!!!!
Yup, it is definitely time for me to head off for bed. Sleep well everyone and have happy dreams. I'll see most of you before you even realize I've written this, so good night.
Buh bye.
I just got home from work. It's Wednesday.
You know, I go and check my e-mail, and the two people who write me are the two I really didn't want to hear from tonight. Everything just seems so crazy. I sometimes wish the one would just fall off the face of the earth, but that might be a little harsh. It's not like I hate them, I just don't like them. The other one just confuses me. They're dead set on helping me with this "problem" I have, but I really dont think this thing is a problem. I'm super excited and they don't understand. It just makes me feel so sad and upset at the same time. But then I think about why they're worried, I know they have good reasons for it. I just don't really know what to do. I know everything is going to work out in the end, but I'm afraid I'll really hurt someones feeling before it does. I don't want to do that. I hate intentionally hurting people. I hate hurting people at all. But what else can I do if they don't listen or just can't understand? Oh dear, what a dilema! EEEK!!
Anyway, school kinda sucked. It's just so hard to sit in those desks and pretend like I'm paying attention all day. I can't wait until I've graduated and won't have to put up with all this junk anymore. I realize my problems won't go away after high-school, really, i dont have any real problems, i just want out.
I'll be going to see Toby Keith at the UNI Dome on Feb. 20th, I'm so excited. I absolutly love Toby. He is amazing. There is only one person in this entire world that I'd put above him right now. Maybe I should get off of here and go listen to him right now. I do own all his CD's. :D
I shouldn't get on here so late at night. I'm in a grumpy mood, sorry. Oh well, I guess I'm just supposed to write what's happening and how I feel without worrying, right? Me, not worry.....nice. By the way, I'm mad at Renee for not trying out for Pops Concert. She would have easily made it. Heck, even Mr. Greenfield said she'd have probably made it if she tried out. And she would have sounded so beautiful up there. I know it shouldn't, but that really does make me mad. She has an awesome voice and so much talent and all she has to do is give it half a minute of time and she has it down perfectly. RENEE YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR IT!!!!
Yup, it is definitely time for me to head off for bed. Sleep well everyone and have happy dreams. I'll see most of you before you even realize I've written this, so good night.
Buh bye.