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[risenfromruin]

sixhundredfortyseven days fell down around me.I stood waist deep in wasted depth. unable to walk, my path choked by unmeant words.sixhundredfortyseven days ran through my fingers like sand.no matter how desperately i tried to catch it, the firmer my grip, the quicker it did escape.a fool once uttered beneath his breath the following; "no matter the

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[matadorfuego]

well i haven't even heard of you. the only reason i ever checked this billy zane- knockoff asshole's journal is because anytime a certain girl tried to end their relationship, he would publicly drag every order of personal business they had out in public in efforts to hurt her and drag her back into the fray. on the internet. it's not that i'm a lurker, it's just that i really have too much of a life to spend my existence retreading so-so emo metaphors and pretending life is tough. but this reply got sent to my email, and i have a free moment today, so i was able to grace you with my presence. btw i was shopping at the mall for my pimp self the other day and realized there's a big sale currently at hot topic; maybe all of you idiots can line up with the fifteen year olds and buy some cheap screamo t-shirts. the reason i'm not going to call the fifteen year olds idiots is because THEY are simply acting their age. Go discover Bowie you fat wreck. p.s. this bastard was posting anonymous comments on my journal for almost a year, so go ahead and get the news first next time, or are you too busy using a lint roller to get the cheetos stains off your black t's?

[_staygold_]

lolz...i bet when you open that ball washer of yours it looks like your teeth are at war with each other. douchebag. rofl

[matadorfuego]

um, whatever that even means? i'm not familiar with your red state lingo, I guess but don't worry buddy boy, because, "hell, we're gonna make it after all. we're gonna be okay. we're gonna live instead of survive. i love you. so much." You fucking PUSSPOT.

Someone needs to teach all of you Nevada kids how to write in complete sentences. Go call the bunny ranch and ask your mother if she'll pay for some englsh lessons.

[matadorfuego]

Oh, and by the way, I have pictures of kyle holding his small boner that he hate-emailed to me (in honor of his secret hero, Fred Durst), so if anyone wants to see them, drop me a line. He's got the taught testicles of a four year old. Scrumptious.

[risenfromruin]

oh you mean the picture that you, a supposedly trustworthy guy, stole from a girls email which you logged into without her knowledge?you are a fucking joke.and a creepy, disgusting one at that.get a fucking life and stay out of mine.you and krystal should be very happy together, a liar for a liar.now disappear.

[matadorfuego]

now disappear? Who are you, David Copperfield? It's pretty funny that you've so crazy you've evn begun to believe your own lies... or maybe you're just freaking out, worried that your friends are going to discover what a maniac you are? that's probably more so what it is. the truth is unavoidable, buddy boy. besides, why should you want me out of your life when you've spent the last year trying to break into mine? i guess at least you were honest enough to admit to yourself how pathetic your little weiner is. But don't worry, as soon as you get over the fact that it's not your fault that mommy and daddy don't give two shits about you, and that you're going to be in Nevada playing your mysogynistic puberty rock for the rest of your life, you'll settle into a more comfortable existence.

[risenfromruin]

wow.I never thought you would reduce yourself to comments about my penis size.pathetic.though i must admit,its nice to meet someone who is really committed to thier psychosis.you are nothing but gibberish and empty threats.you don't scare me,upset me, or make me anxious in the slightest.you just make me laugh.

[matadorfuego]

I have raised several meaningful points, while you have sent idle threats to my myspace mail as early as this April, which can be confirmed. You frankly have to be out of your gourd to call me a psycho when I'm not the one viciously attacking close personal friends on the internet. I figured I'd log on and finally let the truth out, let everyone know exactly what you've been doing. You throw a temper tantrum when a girl won't sleep with you, YOU lie in public posts to your friends about the specifics of actons you've taken. A girl asks if you can just be friends, you agree, and then post pictures of the two of you making out on her profile. You're constantly talking about "concentric circles" and "angels of this and that" as if you're Jams fucking Joyce, and you don't even know how to press the spacebar twice after each period. Half of your writing, if googled, comes up not as your writing, but as lyrics from lame hardcore bands... yet you're always up to say thank you when friends congradulate you on writing something you never wrote. The fact that you are in your twenties and still up for a serious discussion of 'straight edge culture' shows what a complete and utter gasbag you are. And though I may have made jokes about your penis size, at least *I* didn't send pictures of *MINE* to *YOU*. by the way, you have any ass shots you want to send me? Then again every picture of you is a picture of a total ass.

[risenfromruin]

I would really like to give you the benefit of the doubt.I would really like to believe that you are going off of what krystal told you, and making assumptions about my character based on that.if thats the case then let me assure you that you got a very skewed and biased side of things.I never pressured her into a thing.ever.and i never would be upset with her if she didnt want to do something.this is not in my character,anyone who knows me knows that, and its a joke to suggest otherwise.everything that is someone else's writing is in quotations.I don't bite other peoples stuff.I never posted anything anonymous on anyones journal and have only directly addressed you when i have had issues with you.im sorry that i don't live up to the malevolent image you have invented of me.I am really hoping that you will simply fade away now since you have proven that you really are some insecure,ridiculous person that needs to validate themselves by spreading lies via the internet.none of this matters to me,you two don't even cross my mind until I check my email and find out that you have put some more empty threats on my personal livejournal.take a hint and go away,you are doing nothing but proving me right here.

[matadorfuego]

Yeah, you know what man, I'll fade away after you admit what you've done.

[risenfromruin]

I never did anything.I never mistreated her and I certainly never engaged you.the only times ive contacted you is to try to show you how ridiculous this whole thing is and hope that you will grow up and move on with your life.I guess im still hoping

[matadorfuego]

that's right, pretend you're a man all of a sudden. Your history speaks otherwise, and all anyone would have to do is read through your previous posts to see how you publicly post hurtful things with a certain false anonymity... names are never mentioned, but you AND your friends all know what's being discussed. You can't take the high ground after rolling around stuffing mud down your throat for some "600"+ days.

[risenfromruin]

so basically, you have reneged on all of your bullshit accusations about me being a liar,crazy,pressuring girls into sex etc. and now settled upon me posting hurtful things online as your justification?I don't give a shit what you think about me.I know the truth and so do you.you faked emails from me.you lied about me posting on your journal.you logged into her email and read personal emails,stole pictures from them and said that i sent it to you.you are ridiculous,controlling and pathetic.everything you have posted on here about me is bullshit. all bullshit.and you are living a lie.you have no affect on me because I am happy with my life.this will be my last contact with you.you are a joke.you will never follow through with any of your idle threats to my physical well being.and if there is any justice,you will be found out for the psychotic,controlling,liar you are and will die alone.have a nice life.

[matadorfuego]

i didn't retract any of my "bullshit" accusations; i just let them sit because i figured I'd give YOU the benefit of the doubt. And now you've let fly with a flurry of lies that, by this point, aren't even worth it. the picture came from your yahoo email address, and I had others log into my email to see that it was the truth. SO either someone has your password, buddy, or you are a sad little boy. Shouldn't you be growing up by now?

[risenfromruin]

I love how you make accusations that noone can verify.I would never waste my time emailing you a damn thing.especially pictures of me naked.that doesnt even make sense.I am completely over this.have a nice life.

[matadorfuego]

whatever man, you SOOOO wanna have sex with me. i appreciate the offer, but unfortunately, I'm an engaged man these days. i know that you tried to get engaged once, so hopefully you can identify with my situation.