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I missed you until i remembered how fucking absolutely angry I am that you never once were straight with me,and that you still believed him over me during this whole thing.I can't believe how naiive I have been.I had hope that you would figure out the truth.but he has more of a hold on you than I ever thought.and now youre going to fucking visit him? amazing.this spits in the face of our entire relationship.it makes it all count for naught.it makes me regret everything I put into it and into you.I don't even know who you were and i certainly don't know who you are.I just wish that I believed for one second that you ever cared for me at all.you have abandoned me.don't ever say different.and you have done everything in your power to prove to me that i was nothing to you.you have hurt me for the last time.