Normality, pfft.

Oct 07, 2005 16:50

Social nomads? Or what in the hell has this become? Why do people with money believe that they are better than others? Oh, that's right.. because a green piece of paper gives people authority and power. Bullshit. I've been, unfortunately, known as "rich girl" all my life.. I get noses turned up by others on my level because I do not act "the part" yet I get spit on by others "below" me because they judge me simply by how my 'family' treats others. I never asked for that 'title' nor did I ask for this to be the family I was adopted into; rich and extremely ignorant. I got slapped in the face for trying to tell something to her about the computer and ended up muttering 'stupid'. Why does she always think she is better than everyone else? And what gives her the right to lie to save her own tail every time... to anybody? Lying to your own children and them seeing straight through it... degrades who you Were.. to what you will become. At this rate, you will be the demise of my Love and Truth. I'm almost throwing in the towel, I've almost given up hope on you. For now, I'll hold my tongue and keep to myself. At least to You. On here, I can tell you everything you would ever need to know, yet you'll never find out. You're ignorance blinds you entirely. Do you even realize the stress you put on yourself based on your Own actions? Pitiful, you blind yourself! You call yourself a mother, I call you an insecure ignorant creature. I do not hate, I do not despise, oh... but I do. I do not, I do.. I am, you were. Everything should be based around you, I should still be your little girl.. but I was never yours to begin with. By whatever act of "god", you were able to obtain me from an unfortunate woman who went through the agony of nine months.. keeping something that she knew she would give up in the end. That is honor, that is truth, that is Love. No matter what circumstances led her to have to place me into others hands... she still holds to be my hero to this very day. No matter how poor, or how ugly, or how many mistakes she made... she is my hero to this very day.

Poison... marinate in it all you want.

When was it right for the rich to bellow with their own ignorance? When will it ever be right.. that equality stands true? There is no utopia, there never will be.

OPEN YOUR EYES.
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