Nov 29, 2004 23:33
This is - not the same not now, never, no not again
When the dreams and the truth came colliding (sick line)
And the same can be said for all the rest of them
See the strong and the weak divided
Yet i feel alive
For all the pain I have
And all you do is seem to remind me
Of all of the times and the ways I would have died for you
And this is all of the thanks that you'll show me
Wow even tho school is back in and i started it off getting a detention first period, Im still hella happy. I cant quite put my finger in it...i mean on it..HAHA!
Had a talk with my mom today..i motivated her to go to beauty school so she can do nails and wat not..its been her dream to own her own business. I want her to have sumthing thats her own, that she made for herself, sumthing she can be proud of besides her kids.
Talking with her made me realize its nvr too late to try. Trying is the one thing u cant be judged for..with such little effort in this world ne kind towards a goal is good thing. Also its not about how sorry u are about sumthing, sorry is just a word...its how u pick urself up and show ur sorry that counts.
Each one of us die a little more each day, dont waste ur death...live ur death to the fullest
Oh almost forgot about break, it was pretty cool cept having to be in Sac for three days, but i guess its good to have family time. Dinner was good, cuz i helped..CHEA BITCH. Got to party like a mutha fucka cuz were good at it. Ne one who likes to have fun should join us now, cuz Winter Break is gonna be off the hook!! I expect to see Brian and Elboner down here with us too.
Sumone think of a another word for nightmare..plz