Sep 13, 2005 14:34
Yeah so here i was thinking i was out of high school but man was i wrong...People wanna play little games like who can win over this persons friendship, or who can piss each other off more. Its fucking retarded. I'm sorry but its time to grow up. I'm done with it all im not calling anyone im not talking to anyone unless they're around or call me. I dont have time for it, I have more important things to do right now.
But anyways...CKY show was a blast i got my fucking ass kicked but oh well...ummm not much has happened I guess Im not a good enough friend for some people these days because i dont kiss everyones ass and fall to my knees and beg them to hang out. Sorry but not gonna happen. and as for the one person who suddenly doesnt want anything to do with me, its fucked up and you know that! I did nothing to keep you from them, we didnt force you to hang out with us you did on your own and even sat there and talked your "shit" about them. But whats funny is that Rachel right before Shannons wedding said she didnt want to go to the wedding and that Shannon was a bad mother....more so than Heather now isnt that fucked up...I bet she never told them that. It's not sad when you stop hanging out with your friends because thats bound to happen, its sad when you stop hanging out with your cousin who loves you more than any of your friends will ever....and how she gets upset and crys when she knows you lied to her. Or how about when you told everyone that we bought the pot....bullshit! You had it the most, and it was almost always your idea to go to Tony and Niki's. Its sad that you need to lie to everyone. But whatever makes you feel good i guess....I just have a totally different opinion about you now, its strange the things you find out about a person when your looking from a different light. But im going to keep my shit together and get my shit done. So if i never talk to you ever again it was fun while it lasted....This summer was the best summer ever! but shit changes.