on my own
ok i'm gonna rant a little bit here. i have horrible luck with women. i've gotten to a point where i just miss being around people. i mean, i'm at school a lot and work a bit and i work and go to school with cool people. but i'm just so bogged down with those two things that i really miss having someone to really lean back on y'know? this summer i was about 99% convinced i found her. i really was. she was great and she said she was into me. great! and then nothing happened. she was always "busy" or "had to do something" whenever i wanted to hang out. i had all the time in the world to get to know her. 2 months goes by and still nothing. she wasted my time. she did she did she did. so many little messages of one day we'll hang out or "i like you" or "i think your cute". dang she had me fooled. i believed it. i bought into it. ugh. she knew i was lonely as heck. i just can't stop seeing her cuz she goes to every show i go to. i saw her tonite. she looked real good. does she know what she's doing/done? i can garuntee that someone that knows her will probably get her to read this. go ahead make my day! do it! and while your at it, tell her to go ahead and move on to her 'boy-toy' of the month guy friend and screw with his mind and promise him stuff and then kick him to the curb without even telling him. why do i even bother with this kind of crap? this is the 4th time this has happened to me. this world/women have a cruel sense of humour. seriously, its just so pathetic. guh. i'm through with it. i hope she's happy the way she's leading her life. using random people as her stepping stones to reach a higher ranking of udder meaninglessness (whoa long word). ok i think that should about do it. cut.