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i fucking hate you jackson.
1. i have no idea what i want to do for a career. i dont have a lot of special strengths, im just moderate at most.
2. i worry about what people i dont give a shit about think of me.
3. i say im moderate in politics, or just try to stay out of it, but i always defend liberals whenever republicans talk shit about them. i dont know why.
4. i really do like myspace. everyone has one and makes fun of it, but i like it alot and thinks its pretty cool.
5. i do this lj just to get comments but rarely get any that i really like.
6. for every 10 girls that i meet that i have a crush on for the night, i really do like about 1 of them in a strong way.
7. im never taken very legitamitely, and its really my fault.
8. its because i use jokes to substitute for anything personal or even remotely close to me.
9. there are about a million guys at my school that i wish i was, because theyre likable and cool, and girls like them, and they exude coolness. i dont think that one of them are in my grade.
10. there are people who i say i want to hang out with more, but it really means that i want to be really good friends with them and be included in their conversations, and get called to do whatever dumb thing theyre going to do that friday night.
11. i already use work as an excuse to not make plans so that i wont get stuck at home sitting around.
12. im just as self deprecating as i am towards others, but with others, im just kidding.
13. i have liked a ton of girls, almost every single one was unreturned.
14. ive lost two relationships that i valued this summer: abby and natalie. they both just got too cool for me i guess.
15. i dont know whats good for myself. thats what i have emma for.
16. if/when i move to RI, im really hoping to drop all that re edge shit behind me in NC.
17. in RI, i dont want to be an outsider like i am here.
18. i think i hate fashioncore because it makes me think of the worst time in my life.
19. i always wonder how i am in a fight. i dont want to be out there without defense for myself if the occasion arises.
20. i will probably always like the girl that my last post was about, and i will never be more than friends with her.
1. i have no idea what i want to do for a career. i dont have a lot of special strengths, im just moderate at most.
2. i worry about what people i dont give a shit about think of me.
3. i say im moderate in politics, or just try to stay out of it, but i always defend liberals whenever republicans talk shit about them. i dont know why.
4. i really do like myspace. everyone has one and makes fun of it, but i like it alot and thinks its pretty cool.
5. i do this lj just to get comments but rarely get any that i really like.
6. for every 10 girls that i meet that i have a crush on for the night, i really do like about 1 of them in a strong way.
7. im never taken very legitamitely, and its really my fault.
8. its because i use jokes to substitute for anything personal or even remotely close to me.
9. there are about a million guys at my school that i wish i was, because theyre likable and cool, and girls like them, and they exude coolness. i dont think that one of them are in my grade.
10. there are people who i say i want to hang out with more, but it really means that i want to be really good friends with them and be included in their conversations, and get called to do whatever dumb thing theyre going to do that friday night.
11. i already use work as an excuse to not make plans so that i wont get stuck at home sitting around.
12. im just as self deprecating as i am towards others, but with others, im just kidding.
13. i have liked a ton of girls, almost every single one was unreturned.
14. ive lost two relationships that i valued this summer: abby and natalie. they both just got too cool for me i guess.
15. i dont know whats good for myself. thats what i have emma for.
16. if/when i move to RI, im really hoping to drop all that re edge shit behind me in NC.
17. in RI, i dont want to be an outsider like i am here.
18. i think i hate fashioncore because it makes me think of the worst time in my life.
19. i always wonder how i am in a fight. i dont want to be out there without defense for myself if the occasion arises.
20. i will probably always like the girl that my last post was about, and i will never be more than friends with her.