Mar 04, 2005 22:52
The sad thing is, she thinks that I'm afraid of waiting. She thinks all this is is a power trip ... me vs them. Well yeah, that trip exists, and it always will so long as there's me on one side and someone else on the other. Somehow I thought our love was strong enough to hold out. I thought her love for me would never waiver, that she of all people would never lose faith, never give in, never leave me. Now I'm hearing words like 'confused' , and sentences like 'I need time'. Classic. I've heard those words before, and one would think I'd be used to them by now. But one would think a lot of things, I guess.
Somehow, I thought things were different this time around.