why i love my cousin more than any of you could possibly imagine

[rise_07]

He's so awesome...he knows exactly what to say everytime. If I'm upset, he cheers me up. If I'm confused, he makes me understand. If I'm hurt physically, he fixes my booboo. If I'm hurt emoitionally, he's ready to kill the person that caused. He just sets me straight. And he's done it again. He asked me a question that I haven't been asked in a long time...."What do you want? Don't think about what any of your friends will say or what your parents might think or anything...the only thing we're talking about is you and I want to know what you want." So naturally I spilled my guts to him...some of the stuff he found out he more than slightly dissapproved of but we made a deal so it's ok. Then he asked me another question...."What is stopping you from getting what you want?" which is a question I hardly ever get asked...so once again I spilled my guts to him. And he made me realize that not even half of the things that I consider to be in my way are actually stopping me...and it took me forever to grasp the thought of this. So we talked for a long time and figured out some stuff.

1) there is a significant difference between wants and needs and they should not be mixed up

2) any friend who puts their happiness over your own all the time is not a true friend

3) any friend who pays no mind to your feelings what so ever is not a true friend

4) turns out I have very few friends

5) realizing the people who the people that care about you are will help you a great deal

6) always listen to greg

7) whatever...i'm not going to finish this list.....i stopped writing for second, found out just what a bitch a certain person can be and i'm done with this stupid thing