Aug 29, 2004 23:50
That boy is indescrible. The very thought of him just makes me smile. He hates computers. He only uses them to type up papers. But for me.....for me he got his brother to help him get a SN so that he could talk to me more. He learned how to sign on to the internet FOR ME!!! Nobody has ever learned how to do something for me. I know it doesn't sound like much but if you met him and realized how big of a deal this is..... He makes me so unbelievably happy. You know, I've been hoping that he wouldn't ask me out or try to be in a relationship, but why the hell not. He would have already come to see me a thousand times by now if he could drive. He tells me how special I am and how much I mean to him every time we talk. He likes me enough to really think a long-distance relationship could work. He tells me that digging that stupid hole was the best thing he ever did. He's made me experience a new kind of happiness that I wasn't sure existed. I can't wait until I get those pictures developed. He may not look that attractive to any of you, but to me...he's perfect. everything about him his perfect. His imperfections are perfect. The fact that he's not perfect but tries to be for me makes him perfect!! I'm starting to sound retarded so I'm going to end this now.
~*Kel*~