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Well, b/c not a one of you noticed that i've been gone since Tuesday I guess you people are also not interested in where i've been, so I really don't have much to talk about now do i? NO. But I guess in a sense it is a good thing b/c I have absolutely no intention of telling any of you b/c frankly i'm a little upset and am trying to forget the passed week. I talked to TWO people on my cell phone all week! I don't think they even knew I was gone. You know, every once in awhile, you start to think..."Hmmm, if died tomorrow, who would come to my funeral? How long would it take for people to realize that I was gone and find me? Who would stand up and talk about me, and what would they say? Would anyone remember me a week after my death, or even a day?" These thoughts ponder in and out of my mind. I have no almost no reasons to be happy and stay positive right now. Loneliness is suffocating me and hatred is building up at rapid speeds...mostly hatred for myself. I need to talk to someone, but i'm in the mood to talk to no one; so what am I supposed to do??? Right now....i dunno, and it kinda scares me. Well, nobody reads my journal anyway so I guess i'm just prooving my point more.
~*Kel*~
Tony, I love you and you tried...just know that.
~*Kel*~
Tony, I love you and you tried...just know that.